Revealing the Monster (Playing with Monsters #4) by Amelia Hutchins

The coil in my stomach started to unravel, causing them to slow their movements. I knew they were testing me, but I was passing. I was riding Spyder’s fingers while Lucian played with my clit. Their combined heavy breathing mimicked mine. I could feel the arousal covering Spyder’s fingers, proving to him that I was into what was happening and willing to play.

“Last chance to back out of this, Kitty,” Spyder warned against my ear.

“We won’t go easy on you, Lena. You’ll take whatever we give or do to you. There won’t be a safe word you can say to escape us,” Lucian growled as both men pressed their lips against my ears. “How wet is she is, Spyder?” he asked, lifting my chin to stare into my eyes.

“Soaking and clenching me like she wishes it was my dick in her tight cunt,” Spyder replied, burying his fingers up to the knuckles.

“Don’t stop,” I whimpered, uncaring that every pair of eyes inside the club were enthralled by what these men were doing to me.

“Morris, grab me two bottles of the top-shelf whiskey. My men will be in charge for the remainder of the night. Bane will handle any assholes that get out of control. We’re not to be disturbed at all. Tell Devlin that I’ll call for him once we’ve finished with her for the night, or when she’s earned a reprieve. Spyder, take her to the room and get her ready for us. If you want, you can get started while I prepare our audience in the other room.”

I peered at Lucian, swallowing down my uneasiness at his words. His smile was wicked, and the look burning in his eyes sent a shiver of need rushing through me. Spyder turned me to face him, lifting the fingers he’d withdrawn to lick them clean. His smile mirrored Lucian’s, and he tilted his head.

“You taste delicious, Kitty. I can’t wait to feel your thighs wrapped around my face as you tremble while I feast on your naked pussy. Now, fucking move because I’m impatient to get you out of those panties,” Spyder snapped, his eyes sparkling at the way my body jerked to attention. “Afraid yet? You should be. We plan to use you as if you’re nothing more than a club girl whose sole purpose is to be fucked for our entertainment. Your pleasure comes second to ours, and by the time we’re finished with you, you won’t ever wish to be used as a toy again.”

“Good.” I glared at him, pushing my shoulders back. “Can we get started? Or do you plan to stand here and waste time?” I smirked at the desire that entered his pretty, ice-blue gaze.

“Is she normally like this when she’s supposed to be submissive?” Spyder asked, looking over my head at where Lucian stood, listening.

“Worse. Lena doesn’t have a submissive bone in her body.”

“Guess she’ll learn or be punished,” Spyder chuckled, pulling me with him as we headed toward the hallway.

Lucian leaned against the bar, watching me through hooded eyes. Lowering my gaze, I sucked my lip between my teeth, stifling the groan when I noticed his cock straining against his slacks. He was turned on, which excited me more than I already was. His lips curled into a wolfish grin, and he lifted his chin as I slipped into the hallway, leaving me alone with Spyder.

“There hasn’t been a single day since I bonded with you that I have not craved to taste your sweet pussy.”

He pulled me, and before I could figure out what he planned, his hand was on my throat, and he slammed me against the wall. His mouth crashed against mine, stealing a shocked moan from my lungs.

Spyder didn’t kiss—he owned, forcing my jaw to open to his tongue that slipped between my lips, stroking mine while coaxing me to fight him for dominance. His other hand grabbed the globe of my breast, squeezing as he rested his forehead on mine. Our breathing was labored, both struggling to keep our minds as people silently passed us.

“Dammit, Kitty,” he growled, pulling back to stare into my eyes, pleading. “Tell me to walk away. Tell me you don’t want this to happen, and I’m gone. No questions asked, and I won’t blame you. You get me? Tell me to leave you alone.”

“I want this,” I whispered, my hands coming up to slide over his hard, muscular chest. I leaned into him, inhaling the scent of dark shadows mixed with black magic. “I am not afraid of being with you, Spyder. I’m worried that once I have you, one time won’t be enough. I have to sever this bond because I am in love with Lucian, and I can’t love you too. I can’t keep you anymore or want you when I am with him. I have to let you go, and I can’t do that without knowing how you feel or what it would be like to be with you. This ends tonight, and the only way is to give in to this lust driving us. Do you not want me?” I asked, watching his eyes close at the question. The idea of him not wanting this made my insecurities rise, and a niggling fear began in my brain.

“I have tasted you a million times inside my head. I have fucked you in every way possible in my dreams, and I can’t stop craving you. Lucian is my best friend and my brother. Do you get that? You’re not just another club whore we can fuck and discard the morning after. You’re my Kitty, and the woman he’d destroy the world to protect.”

I nodded, lifting my hands to cradle his face in my palms. “Tonight, I belong to both of you. Tomorrow morning, I will be his and only his. This isn’t only about us, Spyder. It’s about him too. Lucian is stuck in the middle of us. He is tormented the most because of our shared bond. You want me, and I want you. That’s basic math and chemistry. He’s watching his girl and his best friend suffer because of a choice he made to protect me. I can’t keep doing this to Lucian. I can’t be fucking him and wishing you were inside that room with us. So, we’re going to do this, and I can honestly say that I will definitely enjoy it. Since Portland, I have wanted you, and I have never hidden it from him. I can’t, and I won’t hide anything from him. Lucian knows how I feel, and he’s doing this for us and to prevent you from having to be reborn to break the bond.”