Fable of Happiness (Fable #2) by Pepper Winters

God, I wanted that.

Everything she said sounded incredible. We could snuggle by a fire. We could read a book. We could make a meal and watch the sun come up and talk. Talk like friends, like lovers, we could laugh and share and fuck and—

My mind went utterly blank.

I blinked as my world was erased to nothing but white. A blinding white light that swept away every sense, time, and location.

I didn’t know how long it lasted, only that it came and went like a switch. A flash and a crash, making me trip to the side as color and sound, smell and feeling all slammed into me again.

Gemma stood before me, her hands on my cheeks, her face worried. “Speak to me. Say something—”

I backed up, blinking and trying so damn hard to remember why she was naked, how we’d gotten outside, and—

The bath.

I drew her a bath to apologize.

We slept together.

I gulped.

Christ, how had I forgotten that part? Even for a second?

“Kas, tell me what just happened.” She planted hands on her hips, twisting in the mud, tracking me as I darted around her to grab the towel that I’d put aside.

I hadn’t done a very good job of cleansing her. Even now, I could see a sliver of my cum mixing on her thigh with the droplets from the bath. I’d dirtied her all over again. She needed another wash.

But my mind was done.

My eyes were heavy.

My thoughts were sluggish.

I needed to sleep.

And soon.

And I couldn’t be near her when I passed out.

“I need to go inside. On my own.” I shoved the towel into her hands. “Take this.”

My broken arm killed, the cuts on my knuckles stung, my mind was a scrambled mess, but the sudden pain and hurt in her eyes was what drove a fist into my heart and wrenched it clean out of my chest.

“You don’t have to go.” She clutched the towel as if it offered answers to my mood change. “We have so much to talk about and—”

“Not tonight.”

She flinched. “Why? What just happened? You spaced for a good couple of minutes. Did you have another...flashback?”

I shook my head, fisting my hands. “No. I’m just...I’m tired.”

“Well, we’ll go to bed then. It’s late, after all.”

I gave her a pained smile. “I promised you were safe tonight.”

“And you kept that promise.”

“And I wouldn’t be able to keep that promise if we went to bed together. To sleep.”

She stiffened. “I don’t think you should be alone.”

“And I don’t think it’s wise for you to be near me when I crash unconscious.” I stepped toward her only to step right back. If I touched her, I might not have the willpower to do this. “I think it’s best if we sleep apart, don’t you?”

She bit her lip, her eyes racing with thoughts.

Agreement. Denial. Followed by reality.

Sleep for me would come at a price for her. And she’d already paid far too much.

Finally, she sighed. “Where will you go? Which room?”

“The dorm.” I squeezed the back of my neck, my hand coming away wet. “I can’t sleep in any of the other rooms.” I grimaced, giving her honesty because that was what she deserved. “They were guest rooms. I, ah...I can’t relax in them, not after what they did to us.”

She braced her shoulders. “I’m the same. That’s why I chose the conservatory. It’s the only place I like. The bedrooms give me the creeps.”

I chuckled, but it came out morbid and sad. “Maybe next summer, we’ll just sleep outside. That would be better.”

I cringed against the flicker of surprise on her face. A lot of incredible things had happened between us tonight but the mention of another season, another year spent living with me had shown where her thoughts still resided.

She might’ve accepted me, but she hadn’t accepted that this was her home now.

She will.

We have time.

“Sleep outside, but not together,” she murmured, avoiding any mention of how many years I intended to keep her chained to me.

“No, not together.” I sighed and stepped toward the house. “Good night, Gemma. Thank you...for everything.”

She shrugged and shook out the towel, wrapping it around her. For a moment, she looked as if she’d argue and follow. I honestly didn’t know what I’d do if she did. But then she swallowed and arched her chin, bowing her head regally. “Good night, Kassen. I hope you sleep well.”

I nodded.

I drank her in one last time.

And then, I walked away.





CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR

SO...

I groaned.

Oh, God.

I flopped onto my back after tossing and turning all night, staring at the new sun through the conservatory glass ceiling. My mind hadn’t shut up. My thoughts were on a racetrack full of him and us and sex.

God, the sex.

Every part of me was hypersensitive, humming for him, wishing he was beside me to take me again and again and—

Wow, you are in soooo much trouble, Gem.

I wedged my knuckles into my eyes, groaning all over again.

This was bad.

This was very, very bad.

I dropped my hands and bunched the blankets keeping me warm and cozy on the floor. I twisted the expensive bedding, unable to lay still.