Bride (Ali Hazelwood) by Ali Hazelwood

            He nods gravely. “My felicitations.”

            “Why, thank you. How long was I out?”

            “Five days.”

            I close my eyes. “Wow.”

            “Yeah.” There is a microcosm in the way he says the word. I want to explore it, but I’m distracted by the slight twitch in his fingers. Like he’s actively stopping himself from reaching out.

            “Are we—you . . . at war? With the Vampyres?”

            He shakes his head. “It came close. The council was not happy.”

            “Aw. I bet Father was heartbroken.” Not.

            Lowe’s set jaw tells me how perfectly fine Father was. “Once we were sure that you’d pull through, Averill pointed out to the council that the poison is toxic to Weres, too, and that since you ingested it through Were food, it’s unlikely that it was meant for you to begin with.”

            “Oh, God.” I hide my face into the doorjamb. “Does Father know about the peanut butter?”

            “Is that what worries you?”

            “Not sure what it says about me, but yeah.” I sigh. “Was it meant for Ana?”

            “No way to be sure. But she’s the only one in the house who eats it regularly, aside from you.”

            I squeeze my eyes, too worn out to deal with the anger sweeping over me. “How is she?”

            “Safe. Away from here.”

            “Where?” It occurs to me that it might be a secret. “Actually, you don’t have to tell me. It’s probably confidential.”

            He doesn’t hesitate. “She’s with Koen. And yes, it’s confidential. No one else knows.”

            “Oh.” I massage the curve of my neck. It’s a level of trust I cannot fathom. Not because I’d ever tell anyone, but because he’s aware that I wouldn’t, not even if my life depended on it. I care, and he knows.

            “Was it Emery? The Loyals?”

            “I don’t know,” he says carefully. “I can’t think of anyone else having a motive, let alone the resources for this.”

            “. . . but?”

            “All of Emery’s communications are monitored. We have found evidence that she and her people are behind the arson that happened in the spring at one of the schools in the East. But if she’s behind Ana’s kidnapping attempt, I see no proof of it.” He presses his lips together. “I’m going to move you, too.”

            “Move me?”

            “To the Vampyres. Or the Humans, if you prefer. Koen is also an option. He’d keep you safe, and Ana would love to have you there, and I’d feel better knowing you two are together.”

            “Lowe.” I take a step closer and shake my head. Which, apparently, now makes me dizzy. “This is very much not the first time someone has tried to off me, and I’m not going to— I don’t want to go away.” Why would I? I thought we . . . “We’re a team, right? And what would even happen with the armistice if I left?”

            “It doesn’t matter. Your father doesn’t need to know. I can take care of everything and make sure that you’re as free—”

            “No.”

            I don’t realize how loudly I spoke until the word echoes through the room. For a split second, I see the guilt and agony Lowe’s wrestling with on his face. He sighs and bends his head.

            “I almost got you killed, Misery.”

            “You didn’t. Someone else did, and we should figure out who. Together.”

            “My job is to protect you, and I failed. It happened under my watch, when I was standing inches away from you.”

            “There you go.” My cheeks heat up. “A good reason for me not to leave. In fact, you should keep me even closer.” I say it a little flirtatiously, and it messes with his head as much as with mine. He steps into me, inhaling sharply. His words are a heated, barely audible hiss.