God of Ruin (Legacy of Gods #4) by Rina Kent

So I veered to pretending that I love them to death and that seems to work wonders.

“Stop it, seriously.” She sobers up. “We haven’t spoken in a while.”

“A while being two days.”

“Still too much. All three of you are living far away from home and I just miss you.”

“We miss you, too, but Bran and I have been away from home for over five years now.”

“Still doesn’t get easier.” She sighs with enough drama to rival soap opera actors.

And my mum isn’t even the dramatic type.

“We were never meant to stay,” I say while staring at my collection of clay statues that lie around like ghostly puppets.

“Drive that knife deeper, would you?”

“I wouldn’t dare knife my own mother.” I grin. “We’ll visit soon.”

That’s literally the whole point behind her terrible act.

As expected, her expression lights up. “Bring Bran and Glyn. Kill, too.”

“Only if Killian gets to be brought chopped to pieces and shoved in a freezer.”

“Landon!” She gasps, her eyes chastising me all the way to Sunday.

“What? It’s no secret that I don’t like the twat.”

“Your sister loves him.”

“One more reason to dislike him. She often has terrible taste. Like that time she painted all over my statue.”

Mum winces. “People express their artistic abilities differently.”

“And some people repress it to death, like your dear Bran.”

Her brow furrows and her lips part the slightest bit. So she knows that his ridiculous attempts at painting nature is a camouflage. Seems she’s more in tune with us than I previously thought.

Interesting, and not for the right reasons. I need to be more elusive so she doesn’t see what’s inside me and decide I don’t belong to her little minion prodigies.

“Bran is…” she trails off and wipes the sweat on her upper lip. “Different. He just needs time. When he’s ready, it’ll all work out.”

“It makes sense for him to be delusional, but you don’t even believe what you’re saying. I suggest you practice your acting skills in front of the mirror before you broach the subject with him.”

“Don’t speak to me in that tone, Lan.” She’s pretending to be stern when she can’t do that to save her life.

Mum is all about love, peace, and a million colorful, useless slogans that revolve around harmony. Since we were young, she’s tried to create this picture-perfect family, where we all get along and no one pokes the other member the wrong way.

The result of that effort is obviously the fluid relationship between Bran and Glyn. Me, however? I love poking more than breathing. I can’t survive a day without rubbing someone the wrong way and making them question their entire flimsy existence.

My siblings and parents aren’t excluded. What? It’s not my fault they like to be a cheap reincarnation of Little Miss Ostrich. I don’t like them burying emotions, repressing, or acting like something they’re not. So I shove them here and give them a slice of reality there.

They hate me for it, except for my mum, who still tolerates my shenanigans, but they still need the wake-up call.

I accept thanks in the form of tough love, thank you very much.

“I’m just offering innocent advice, Mum.” I grin at the screen. “I’ve got to meet a professor. Say hi to Dad and everyone.”

“Will do. Don’t cause trouble, Lan.”

“Never.”

More like I absolutely will.

I don’t cause trouble; trouble caused me.

On that note, I end another successful phone call with my mother.

When I was younger, I didn’t realize that letting one’s true nature out was taboo and could be categorized as social suicide. Especially when it’s full of antisocial bollocks.

And while I was completely fine being my beautiful, destructive self, I soon realized I was the reason behind my mother’s distress and my father’s case of epic confusion.

He tried to rein me in by being stern, which failed miserably and backfired. Then he attempted to become my friend, and that only bit him in the arse, because I thought he was giving me the green light to use him. In the end, he was left with no practical solutions to deal with me.

As a last resort, when I was ten and I nearly burned down my school, my parents took me to professionals. The group of pretentious psychiatrists and psychotherapists plugged wires to my head and asked me dumb questions.

My answers to those questions landed me the diagnosis of antisocial disorder, and a brain scan showed mine wasn’t wired like everyone else’s.

I remember the stony expression on my parents' faces so well. They didn’t show it openly, but I could tell the news upset them beyond words.

They still took me for ice cream afterward and treated me the same. They still considered me their son, despite the fact that I felt alienated.

I was around twelve when I realized the house was in a state of shambles due to my fuck-the-world attitude. I couldn’t possibly let that state fester, now, could I?

So I’ve worn a mask since. I took the useless therapy and pretended that I could be fixed. I convinced myself, while trying not to gag, that all I needed was peace, love, and family.