The Therapist by B.A. Paris

Six

The weirdest of feelings comes over me, a sense that something is about to happen that I’m not going to like.

‘But – you’re Tim?’ I say, confused.

He laughs. ‘I was last time I looked.’

‘But not the Tim who came to the house on Saturday.’ I turn to Maria. ‘Well, that explains it, it was another Tim.’

‘I didn’t think he’d have sneaked out without telling me.’

‘Sneaked out where?’ Tim asks.

‘To Alice and Leo’s, on Saturday.’

‘I didn’t.’

‘I know you didn’t. But there was someone called Tim, and Alice assumed it was you.’

I look at this Tim, registering the differences. He’s not quite as tall, not quite as slim and not quite as dark-haired as the man I saw. Or quite as good-looking. And he’s wearing a striped rugby shirt, which I can’t imagine the other Tim wearing.

‘Is there another Tim living in The Circle?’ I ask. ‘With a wife called Maria?’

‘Not that I know of,’ Maria says. ‘Unless someone new moved in over the summer. Wow, imagine having our name doubles living here!’

‘She might be known as Mary rather than Maria. Maybe there’s a Tim and Mary?’

Tim shakes his head. ‘Are you sure he introduced himself as Tim?’

‘Yes.’ I laugh to hide my uneasiness, because it’s just occurred to me that the man never actually said his name was Tim. I’d said ‘you must be Tim’ and had let him in without waiting for him to say whether he was or not. And what about him calling his wife Mary rather than Maria? Was that because he’d misunderstood what I’d said and had looked for something to cover the slip he’d made?

‘How old was he?’ Maria asks.

‘It’s difficult to say – early forties, maybe?’

I tell them as much as I can about the other Tim but they can’t come up with anyone who fits his description.

There’s a crash from inside the house. ‘Better get back to the boys,’ Tim says hastily.

‘It’ll be someone’s brother, or someone who just happened to walk in off the road and slip through the gate behind someone,’ Maria says. ‘Since Will was in that television series, there’ve been a couple of instances where fans have got in.’

‘He didn’t look like a fan.’

Realising I’m being boring, I decide to stop talking about the man who gate-crashed the party. But I can’t get him out of my mind so during my fifty-yard walk home, past numbers 8 and 7, I call Leo.

‘Did you speak to someone called Tim on Saturday evening?’ I say, after I’ve asked him about his day.

‘I don’t think so.’

‘Could you try and remember whether you did or not? It’s important.’

There’s a pause. ‘I don’t remember a Tim. Why?’

I see Geoff coming across the square with two bags of heavy shopping and give him a wave. ‘Because a man called Tim came along and I thought it was Maria’s husband from—’

‘It couldn’t have been,’ Leo interrupts. ‘I saw him this morning as I was leaving and he apologised for not being able to come.’

‘I know, I was just talking to him.’ I stop at the bottom of our drive and dig in my pocket for my keys. ‘The thing is, there doesn’t seem to be another Tim living here.’ Tucking my phone under my chin to unlock the front door, I launch in to an explanation of the conversation I’d had with the stranger.

‘Wait a minute,’ Leo says when I get to the end. ‘He didn’t actually say his name was Tim? You said “you must be Tim” and that was it? He never actually said that he was?’

‘He didn’t say that he wasn’t,’ I say defensively, stepping into the hall and kicking off my trainers.

‘And the thing about his wife – you said Maria and he said Mary?’

‘Yes.’

‘What did he look like?’

‘Tall, dark hair, grey eyes, smartly dressed,’ I recite, padding to the kitchen in my bare feet, the wooden floor deliciously cool beneath my feet. ‘Does it ring any bells?’

‘None at all. Maybe you should ask around. He must have spoken to someone at the party. How long did he stay?’

I take a carton of juice from the fridge, pausing a moment to acknowledge the photo of my sister and parents. ‘I don’t know. I left him to get a drink while I closed the front door. I saw him in the kitchen but I didn’t see him after that. Are you sure you didn’t see him in the garden?’

‘Yes, I’m sure. I hope he didn’t go upstairs. There’s a lot of confidential stuff in my office.’

I want to lie but I can’t. ‘Not by himself, no.’

‘What do you mean?’

I reach into the cupboard for a glass and pour juice into it. ‘Just that I showed a few people around.’

‘What! Why?’

‘Because they were curious to see the work we’d had done.’

‘For God’s sake, Alice, I can’t believe that you showed a bunch of strangers around our house!’ He can’t hide his exasperation and I can picture him running a hand through his hair, almost as if he wants to tear it out in frustration at my naïvety. ‘How do you know that this man didn’t go snooping around once he was on his own?’

‘He didn’t,’ I protest.

‘You said you didn’t see him again. Maybe that’s because he was upstairs, having a good look through everything.’

‘He wasn’t the type. He looked – I don’t know…’

‘There isn’t a type! Have you checked if anything is missing?’

‘No—’

‘Well, maybe you should make sure your jewellery and credit cards are still there.’

Worry starts to take hold. ‘I’m sure everything’s fine,’ I say, making an effort to sound upbeat to de-stress him. ‘He’s probably a friend of someone who lives here. Maybe he was staying with them or something.’

‘Wouldn’t he have said?’

‘I’ll ask around,’ I tell him, wanting to be off the phone.

‘Call me later. If you don’t find out who it was, we should probably tell the police.’

I hang up and run upstairs, propelled by the thought of the man being in the bedroom. Hurrying over to the dressing table, I check that my jewellery is there – it is – and that my credit cards are still in my bag, which has been on the shelf in the wardrobe since I put it there on Saturday evening; they are. Everything is exactly as it should be. But I can’t relax and I know I won’t be able to until I find out who the man is and why he gate-crashed our party.

It’s seven in the evening when I decide to go and see Eve and Will. Someone must know who the man was, if anything he would have needed a code to get into The Circle. But Eve’s car isn’t in the drive and when I knock on their door, there’s no answer, so I carry on walking around The Circle anti-clockwise, disrupting people’s dinners and television programmes. Some kindly invite me in but I stay on the doorstep and quickly explain about the man who turned up uninvited on Saturday, asking if anyone spoke to him. But nobody has.

‘Are you sure he wasn’t a figment of your imagination?’ Connor asks with a slow drawl when I get to number 11 and describe the tall, dark, good-looking stranger that I’m trying to trace. Tamsin, standing next to him, doesn’t exactly smirk but a half-smile plays on her lips and my cheeks heat with embarrassment.

The people at number 10 don’t remember seeing our gate-crasher, neither does Geoff at number 8, and I’m halfway up Lorna and Edward’s drive when I remember that they didn’t come on Saturday. But worried that they’ll have seen me from their window, I ring on their doorbell anyway.

‘I hope you don’t mind if I don’t invite you in,’ Edward says, when he opens the door. With his shock of white hair neatly parted to one side and blue eyes undimmed by age, he is still a handsome man. ‘We haven’t been well and we wouldn’t like you to catch anything.’

‘Oh, I’m sorry,’ I say, feeling bad for disturbing them. ‘Can I do anything to help?’

Edward shakes his head. ‘We’ll be right as rain in a couple of days. It’s just a touch of flu.’

‘We’re sorry we couldn’t make your party,’ Lorna says, appearing behind him, patting her neat bob – the same white as her husband’s – self-consciously into place. ‘Did you enjoy it?’

‘Yes, very much, thank you.’ I pause and they both smile at me expectantly. ‘There was something strange though,’ I say. ‘I discovered earlier that one of the men who turned up shouldn’t have been there.’

‘Oh?’ Edward says.

‘I thought he was Tim from number 9,’ I explain. ‘But I saw Tim earlier and realised my mistake. So now I’m curious as to who he was… Leo is worried and wondering if we should call the police. But I’m sure there’s a simple explanation,’ I say hurriedly, because Lorna’s face has bleached almost as white as her hair.

She raises a hand and clutches at the string of pearls looped around her neck.

‘He said he was a friend of yours,’ she says. Her voice is strangely strangled, and I worry for a moment that she’s pulling too tightly on the pearls. ‘And that you weren’t answering the intercom. That’s why I let him in.’

The confusion on Edward’s face quickly turns to shock. He stares at his wife, as if he can’t quite believe what she did. Now Lorna’s face floods with colour. ‘I’m so sorry, I didn’t realise you’d only invited residents.’

‘It’s fine,’ I reassure her quickly. ‘It’s actually a relief to know how he got in. But could you tell me exactly what he said?’

‘He said he’d been invited for drinks at number 6 but that you probably couldn’t hear the intercom because of the noise.’

‘Did he mention us by name?’

She takes a moment to think about it. ‘No, he just said for drinks at number 6. I’ve never let anyone in before, not without checking first. I can’t imagine why I did this time.’ She looks guiltily at Edward and he nods, agreeing that it’s the first time she’s ever acted so imprudently.

‘I’m sure it’s all fine,’ I say again.

‘Let us know if you find out who he was,’ Edward says, already closing the door.

‘I will.’

But there’s only Eve and Will left to ask. I check their drive; Eve’s car is there, so I go straight round.