The Good Lie by A.R. Torre

 

CHAPTER 3

“This isn’t your fault.” Meredith squinted at me over a brussels sprout–laden tuna fish sandwich. “Tell me you know that.”

While I appreciate your emotional life raft, youre wrong.” I stabbed my fork into a piece of melon and prosciutto. He sought treatment with me because he wanted to kill his wife. He killed his wife. He killed himself. If Id done my job properly, theyd both be alive.”

Okay, first, you have no proof he killed his wife.” She spoke through a mouthful of food, one finger lifted in the air as she started to count off a list of bullshit. She had a heart attack.”

Someone can trigger a heart attack.” I set down my fork. He was a pharmacist. Trust me.”

Then call the detective. Have him run a tox screen.” She waited, her sandwich hovering before her mouth.

You know I cant do that,” I said grudgingly, lowering my voice as I glanced around the crowded downtown café.

You can do that,” she pointed out. You just dont want to. Because then I might be right and you’ll have to release this self-imposed guilt and move on with your life in a happy and productive manner.”

This was why I shouldn’t have befriended a fellow shrink. We couldn’t have a simple lunch without analyzing each other.

I studied the stamped design along the rim of my plate. I shouldn’t do that,” I amended, for several reasons.” I could waste our entire lunch going over why that was a horrible idea. If I was wrong, and Brookes death was natural, Id be a laughingstock who’d tried to tarnish my own clients name. If I was right and my client had killed his wife, Id be under a microscope, would have to turn over his files, and for what? For justice on a man who had already imposed his own death sentence? It was a waste of government resources and time.

Meredith took a sip of herbal tea and shrugged. Whatever. Dig your own mental grave. Did you call that guy whose number I gave you? The handyman?”

I did not call the handyman.” I tore off a piece of bread. I appreciate the matchmaking, but I already have one new man in my life, and I don’t need another.”

A pack of Mr. Clean sponges doesn’t count.” She frowned at me and picked a sprout off the front of her blouse.

Yeah, well. He’s the first man inside my house other than my brother in . . .” I squinted and did the depressing math. “Eighteen months? So, I’m counting it as a step in the right direction.”

Even more reason to call Mimmo. Have you had an Italian before?” She let out a low whistle. Honey. It’s a spiritual experience. Besides, he’s a total sweetheart.”

So you said.” I placed a forkful of cold melon in my mouth.

Oh, did you hear?” She perked up, her handyman forgotten. They caught the Bloody Heart Killer.”

Amid the news of John Abbotts death, I’d forgotten. I missed the full story. What happened?” I took a sip of ice water. The kid escaped?”

Right. That Beverly High senior—the one whos been gone seven weeks? He—” She took a sip of tea, paused, then coughed, her fist in front of her mouth as she hacked out whatever was bothering her. Sorry about that.”

The BH victim,” I prompted her.

So he escapes from the guy and makes it back to his Beverly Hills mansion, where his parents freak out, prodigal son has returned, blah blah blah, and they call the police. Turns out the kid knows who the killer is.” She pointed her finger at me. Get this—the guy’s a teacher at Beverly High.”

Wow.” I leaned in closer. What do we know about him?”

Loner. Never married. Harmless-looking guy, looks like a mall Santa Claus. Won teacher of the year a decade ago.”

That’s interesting.” I mulled over the information. “I wonder why he just now targeted a Beverly High kid. Normally it’s the first victim who’s in easy and close proximity.”

She shrugged. Killers are your thing. Im perfectly happy to stay on my side of the office with my orgasm-hungry lacrosse moms.”

Speaking of which . . .”—I glanced at my watch—I’ve got an appointment in forty-five, so I need to wrap this up.”

Yeah, I’ve got to run over to the dry cleaner anyway.” She half raised her hand, catching the attention of our waiter, who fished the bill portfolio out of his apron and placed it on the table.

I reached for it. I got it. Thanks for the counseling session.”

Placing a few bills down on the table, I stole one last sip of water and stood. I needed to hurry. A wannabe killer was probably already in my lobby, tapping her four-inch stilettos and waiting.