Marked By Rejection by Avery Stone
Entry 1013: Kinda Like Him
Dear Kyle,
Alpha intrigues me.
I'm trying to understand him, and yet I haven't been given enough opportunities to decipher who he is.
A part of me knows how deadly that man of chiseled muscle can be.
That he carries an ego of resilience that will make sure he has every golden opportunity to fight against those who threaten his reality.
But then there is that simple yet wonderful side to him.
The side where his entire face lights up and his eyes soften.
I've barely witnessed it, and yet I crave to be the cause of those emotions.
To trigger their revelation again and again.
He makes me want to be someone.
A being of power that can stand by his side rightfully.
I feel like it's possible, but I need enough time.
Yael defended me today, and it felt like only Falcon was somewhat on my side.
Everyone supports this other douche, even though he doesn't deserve such loyalty.
All because they think I'm weak.
That I'm a nobody...
I wanna prove them wrong.
I have to if I want a chance of surviving here.
I'm already an outcast...so I can't afford to be rejected from this too.
They'll be forced to see what I'm made of.
Just wait.
- Wren