Highlander’s Broken Love by Fiona Faris
Chapter One
Berwick-upon-Tweed, England 1747
“Ian, don’t you want to escape?”
Ian kept his eyes focused straight ahead, refusing to look at the English prisoner at his side or answer his question. He did periodically shift his attention between the rusting chains around his wrists and the path up ahead.
They were being marched in a chained line up the hill. Some time ago they had left the tall walls that surrounded Berwick. Flanked by English soldiers on horseback, dressed in ruby red and dark green doublets, they were being walked to their new home. The Northumberland prison was situated very close indeed to the border between England and Scotland.
Aye, home will be within sight at last.
“Ian?” the English prisoner muttered again. This time, Ian turned to look at him. Kenny was his name. Short, with a patch of blond hair on his gradually balding head, he had to be a few years younger than Ian, despite balding at such a young age. His face bore the same lines of dirt than Ian knew would be on his own.
“Ye think ye will survive if ye escape now?” Ian scoffed with a whisper, casting a glance around the other prisoners behind him. He and Kenny were at the front of the formation, their hands not only shackled together, but to each other. These same shackles were chained to the men behind them, and so on, so that the entire group of about thirty men were fastened to one another.
The sight was sickening. Each man wore rags rather than clothing. Either the cloth had rotted away from years spent in the cells in Berwick or it had been torn from their bodies when they had been tortured and flogged for information. Even now, some of the men bore as much dried blood on their skin as they did dirt.
Those faces were all looking at Ian expectantly. The whites of their eyes were the only sign of anything brightly colored amongst all that dirt.
Ian looked away from them, hating how their expectations resided on his shoulders. He was far from being the longest held prisoner in that gaol, but he had earned a reputation for himself as the man who feels no pain. When tortured, he never screamed or even murmured, he took it all with gritted teeth and refused to give up any information. He hadn’t even told them his surname or the name of his clan, for he knew that the moment his captors or even fellow prisoners knew who he was, they would try to use it to their advantage.
He was safer with this secrecy.
“Ian, when you go, the rest of us will,” Kenny was whispering to him. The soldier nearest to them turned on his brown steed and stared at them harshly, as though he had caught something of what they were saying. Ian pushed against the shackles on their wrists, urging Kenny to stand straight and step away from him.
He didn’t fancy being flogged today, not when they had so much further to go in their journey.
“What are you two talking of?” the soldier asked; his accent was much more refined than Kenny’s.
“We were remarkin’ on the weather,” Ian said, turning his head to the sky. “Fine day indeed,” he scoffed, for the grey clouds were gathering, threatening to open at any minute and drench them with rain.
“You think I care if you get wet, scum?” the soldier laughed and looked away.
That was Ian’s desired effect as it turned the soldier’s attention away from the men. Behind him, he could hear shackles being rattled. He grimaced, knowing what was afoot even before he was told.
“Tell me they arenae…” he trailed off, whispering to Kenny.
“They are,” Kenny said, glancing back. “It’s a nail; they’re passing it round. Undoing their shackles with it.”
Ian cursed under his breath. He was no fool. There may have been enough prisoners to outnumber the English soldiers easily, yet the soldiers had weapons, something the prisoners did not have. While some carried crossbows, others even had flintlock pistols in their belts, a weapon Ian had not seen before he had arrived at their prison. He had been shocked to the core the first time he saw the weapon used. A prisoner had tried to escape, sprinting across the courtyard with only the shackles around his ankles restricting his movements a little. Rather than chasing after him, an English soldier had lifted one of those pistols. Loaded with gunpowder, he had fired. The shot had been devastating, knocking the man to the ground and killing him instantly. Ian could still recall the sound, and he didn’t fancy being the next man to die on the other end of that pistol.
The nail was passed to Kenny. Ian began to panic, flicking his head as slyly as he could back and forth between the English soldiers.
“If ye are goin’ to do that, at least try and do it without bein’ so obvious,” he whispered to Kenny. Duly admonished, the English prisoner tried not to look at his hands as he fiddled with the shackles on his wrists.
“They’re waiting for your say so, Ian,” Kenny murmured. “Once you go, the rest of us will.”
“In the name of the wee man,” Ian cursed to himself, looking up to the sky in frustration, not knowing how he had had the title of leader thrust in his direction. This had happened more than once in his life—too often for his liking. He knew this could only end in death. The question was: Who would end up dead?
“Don’t you want to go home?” Kenny asked, his brown eyes narrowed as though Ian had taken leave of his senses.
Home.
He wasn’t really sure where that was. Scotland, yes. Beyond that, perhaps it was his clan, although he hadn’t been back there for many years—long before he was taken prisoner. Perhaps it was the MacPherson Clan. He had lived among this clan for years, working as the right-hand man to his friend, Laird Alexander MacPherson. Yet after being so long away, Alex undoubtedly thought he was dead.
I doubt I have anywhere to go back to.
“There,” Kenny said at last. Ian heard the chink of the shackles being released and looked to the nearest soldier. He didn’t turn his head their way, engrossed as he was in conversation with another soldier. “Here, Ian.” Kenny passed him the nail.
Ian seriously considered refusing to take it.
“If we break free now, we all end up dead,” he snapped quietly at Kenny. “I daenae fancy seein’ the grim reaper today. Do ye?”
“What choice do we have?” Kenny asked a little helplessly. Ian took the nail, but he didn’t use it right away. His mind was working quickly, trying to figure a way out of this predicament. The nail between his fingers was rusty and slightly bent, scraping uncomfortably at the worn pads of his fingers.
He looked down at his hands briefly, trying to see the nail, but what stood out were the scars accumulated during the years in prison. The flogging marks could be seen clearly across the backs of both of his hands; some had barely healed from the last torture he had endured. His left hand was still a little misshapen from where they had broken his fingers once. That was over a year ago, though, and it had healed in its own rather deformed way.
“It is time!” a prisoner roared out. Ian stopped walking, bringing others around him to a halt.
Damn these bampots!
“Run!” the prisoner ordered. At once, the prisoners abandoned their effort to appear chained up. Ian glanced back, seeing the way they dropped their chains and sprinted off in all directions. Even Kenny at his side fled. Soon, Ian was the only prisoner left, holding up one side of the chains. He hadn’t released his hands.
His fears came true, for around him the soldiers pulled out their guns and crossbows and began to fire. Ian wouldn’t flinch though his heart sank with every man they took down. It was sickening, watching the prisoners being shot in the back one after another and falling to the ground.
“Some are getting away!” an English soldier barked at the others. “You four with me, the rest stay here and guard who’s left.” Five soldiers rode after the escaped prisoners that had gotten the farthest.
Around Ian, there was just one other prisoner being held by the soldiers that stayed behind.
“Let me go! Please!” it was an old man pleading for his life as one of the English soldiers jumped down and grabbed him by the scruff of the neck.
“Get back in line,” the soldier tossed him toward the chains.
Kenny had also been caught. He was being dragged back toward them now, away from the pine trees that bordered the path up the hill. He had blood pouring from his nose, evidently having felt the soldier’s wrath at his escape.
“Please, just let me go,” the old man was begging, down on his knees as he reached up to the nearest soldier. “My wife cannot support herself and the children without me. They’ll die of hunger if I do not go to them.” The soldier merely grabbed the old man by the throat.
“Be silent, or I shoot,” the soldier ordered.
He wouldnae. Surely.
The man was his kinsmen, both English. Surely the older man’s tale of woe would be enough to halt the soldier’s pistol; Ian prayed that it would. As the soldier released the old man, though, he made a second attempt to break free. Ian was tempted to call out after him to stop, but it was too late. The soldier lifted the pistol and pulled the trigger.
The boom that echoed through the trees made Ian’s ears practically tremble. He stumbled forward, just as the old man was struck. He clutched at the wound in his back for a moment that was bleeding profusely; then he fell down. His face in the dirt, he did not move again.
“Ye killed yer kinsmen,” Ian found his voice. “Ye didnae have to kill him.” As the three soldiers around him turned their attention his way, Ian used the nail. He couldn’t hold back any longer. Things had gotten too far out of control, and he was backed into a corner. Even if he did nothing, he was most likely going to end up like that old man.
“We didn’t ask your opinion, Scot,” one soldier spat in his face. Ian didn’t even bother wiping the spittle away, he just concentrated on using the nail. “Take him,” the soldier pointed at him.
“Wait!” Ian backed away with the now unlocked shackles still around his arms. “Be reasonable. I havenae tried to escape.” He could see his attempt at reason was getting him nowhere, for the soldier who had shot the old man was reloading the weapon, pushing the shot down the barrel with wadding. He had clearly developed a taste for blood.
“Our commander will want to know that we gave our prisoners what they deserved for trying to escape,” the first soldier said. “Shoot the Scot.”
Ian glanced briefly to his side. The fourth soldier had his arm around Kenny’s neck, holding him down on the ground on his knees. He was lifting his own pistol out of his belt.
“Now!” the soldier ordered. The pistol was raised and pointed at Ian.
Ian dropped the illusion of holding the shackles in place. He didn’t have time to note the shock on their faces. He grabbed hold of the gun pointed at him and pointed it down at the ground, allowing him the freedom to elbow the soldier in the face. He stumbled away, his head rearing back as he clutched his nose.
Ian now had the pistol, though he didn’t use it. He knew that he had no wadding or powder to reload, so his one shot must be saved for a shoot-or-die situation.
As the second soldier barreled toward him, Ian dodged the first blow, making the soldier’s body swing round. Then he used the pistol to hit the soldier’s head twice, knocking him down to the ground, unconscious.
The soldier that had been giving the orders came forward, with a sword in his hand. Ian jumped back, putting distance between them.
“Never ran a Scot through before. Maybe King George will thank me for it. What do you think?” he said tauntingly and swiped the air, forcing Ian to jump back again. When he next lunged forward, Ian knew he had but one chance to get the weapon. He dodged the blow and reached out, grabbing the blade itself.
He winced, just as he always did, and never let out a single audible sound of pain. They began a tug of war over the weapon. The soldier’s clutch on the handle gave Ian the opportunity to swing his leg round, delivering a blow to the soldier’s chest. He stumbled away, releasing the sword. Ian’s hand was badly wounded, the palm bleeding from the cut, but he had the sword.
Ian tossed the weapon to his good hand, taking the pistol in his injured hand, and held out the sword, ready for the next challenge. The slice on his hand would need binding later, but he first had to live through this fight. The soldier barreled forward, running at such speed with a dagger raised in the air that, when Ian moved the sword out in front of himself for protection, he couldn’t stop quickly enough.
The soldier ran onto the point.
They both froze and looked down, before Ian pulled the blade free. The soldier dropped to his knees, clutching his abdomen. Ian walked back a little. The man would either die soon from his own foolishness in battle, or another soldier might recover enough to get him to the safety of a physician before that happened.
“Enough!” The barked word surprised Ian. He turned slowly around, seeing that Kenny was still on his knees with one last soldier behind him, now holding his pistol to the side of Kenny’s temple.
The English prisoner’s face was contorted with shock and fear, even his cheeks were trembling and turned crimson red.
“Put the weapons down, or I shoot,” the soldier ordered. Ian considered telling him to shoot. Wasn’t the prisoner English? Wasn’t he his natural enemy? Yet looking at Kenny’s face, he couldn’t do it. They had brushed shoulders enough in the prison for him to know that Kenny might be a thief, but he was not a cruel man.
He doesnae deserve to die.
“Put the sword and the pistol down,” the soldier ordered once more.
Ian held out the weapons, showing that he was going to follow the orders. Very slowly, he began to place them on the ground. The sword went first, but just as he was going to release the pistol, he tightened his hold. He knew the pistol was ready for firing and that he couldn’t miss the soldier at this distance. There was only one chance at this. He made it appear he was going to drop the pistol. What he actually did was to place his finger on the trigger, just as the soldier was beginning to relax his hold on Kenny.
He aimed upward and fired.
The soldier roared out in pain, the bullet lodged somewhere in his cheek as he fell back and dropped his own weapon.
Ian stood up as Kenny scrambled away on his knees.
“You…you…,” Kenny pointed at the weapon as he moved to his feet. The two of them were standing amongst the carnage for a minute, with four soldiers wounded on the ground. “You saved me,” Kenny said at last. “You know how to use one of those things?” he pointed at the weapon.
“Aye,” Ian said honestly, tossing the weapon to the ground for he had no more use or understanding of it. “I think that’s what ye English call luck, though, shootin’ from that angle.” He saw Kenny’s face blanch before he picked up the sword and ran.
Unlike the other prisoners that had run down the hill to escape, Ian ran up the hill in the direction of the border with Scotland.
“Wait, wait for me!” Kenny called after him.
“Go yer way, Kenny, and I’ll go mine,” Ian said, not looking back.
“You’re kidding, right? Behind you is clearly the safest place to be.”
“I’m nae yer protector.” Ian reached the top of the hill quickly; there was a stream there. He rushed toward it and splashed his face with water, enjoying the cool feeling on his face as he began to get rid of some of the dirt. He bound a strip of cloth around his palm, quickly trying to staunch the flow of blood.
“No, but I’ll be yours,” Kenny dropped down to his side.
“What?” Ian asked, flummoxed.
“You saved my life,” Kenny gestured back down the hill. “I will stay with you until I repay the debt.”
“I daenae need the debt repaid. Go home, Kenny.” Ian looked back down into the water. In the murky, grey reflection, he could see himself. It was a reflection he hadn’t seen for the two years he had been in that prison. He was still tall and broad shouldered, but his chestnut brown hair was longer now, coming down around his ears and curling. As he cleaned the dirt from his face, his eyes became more visible, an even darker brown than his hair.
“No,” Kenny said again. “I will repay this debt. You cannot change my mind on that.” Ian sat back on his haunches, looking at the fair-haired prisoner in surprise.
“A thief with honor?” Ian smiled at the idea. “I daenae ken many that do.”
“You were in the same prison that I was in. You must have done something equally as bad, if not worse.” At Kenny’s words, Ian’s smile vanished. He would not talk about the reason he had been taken to the prison. “I’m coming with you. You cannot change my mind.”
“Aye, very well,” Ian sighed, knowing a lost cause when he saw one. He stood to his feet and stared down the other side of the hill. In the distance, he could see the mountains that indicated Scotland was just beyond.
“Where is it we are going, then?” Kenny asked.
“I guess, I have to go back to me clan,” Ian tensed at the thought, though he had no other choice. As he ran down the hill toward Scotland, he sighed, feeling the flood of relief as the rain began to fall.
At least, I am free again.
