Christmas Wishes at Pudding Hall by Kate Forster

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Marc sat alone at the dining room table. He felt stupid and nervous. This idea of Simon’s was ridiculous. But he knew Christa would win. Simon was one of those men who thought near enough was good enough, and he was sure that Simon wouldn’t put in the same hard work that Christa brought to everything she did.

He had watched her and the boys work on the gingerbread house of Pudding Hall, meticulously icing all the window frames and the front door and then individually icing the slate roof, each slate shingle outlined and then filled in one by one. He wasn’t sure how much he and the boys had helped but she was encouraging of them all.

Hi phone rang and he answered it.

‘Marc Ferrier,’ he said, not recognising the phone number.

‘Hi, Marc, it’s Trent Blake from The Hollywood Reporter.’

‘Okay?’ he asked carefully. He and Adam were trying hard to keep their takeover of the streaming service quiet until the sale had gone through.

‘I heard that your ex-wife and producer of Blind Baking has sold her show to Netflix, will this affect the deal for Cirrus?’

‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,’ he said and hung up the phone. He called Adam from his phone.

‘We need to talk,’ he said and he soon heard Adam coming into the dining room.

‘Shut the door,’ he said.

‘How’s Christa going?’ he asked, not being able to help himself.

‘She’s okay, had a little turn and we had to take her outside.’

Marc stood up. ‘I need to see her. Did you call a doctor?’

‘She doesn’t want one, just said it was the masculine toxicity from Simon’s ego that was upsetting her balance.’

Adam smiled and Marc felt somewhat better.

‘I just had a call from The Hollywood Reporter. They said that Avian has sold the show to Netflix. If that’s true, Cirrus will lose most of its value.’

Adam sat down. ‘Shit? Really? I thought she had signed. She said she had signed.’

‘I need you to look into this, because if we lose Blind Baking, we lose a huge drawcard for onsell.’

Adam was already tapping on his phone. ‘Let me send some emails and make some calls.’

*

Christa couldn’t understand it. She had done everything perfectly for the soufflé but the rise wasn’t there. It smelled okay but didn’t have the same richness that Simon’s was emanating when they had taken them from the oven.

‘Look at that,’ said Simon proudly as he carefully took the dish from the oven.

Christa followed suit and nearly cried at her soufflé. She had put everything into it and this was all she could manage. It was okay, it was passable but it wasn’t anything like she had expected.

‘I hope your bags are packed,’ Simon sang as he dusted the dish with icing sugar and put a small bowl of cream on the side.

Christa felt tears prick her eyes as she dusted hers with sugar and put some cream on the side. The dishes were moved to serving plates and the twins stepped forward to take them to Marc.

‘Off you go, boys,’ said Avian, looking smug.

Christa leaned against the bench and sighed.

This was the worst soufflé she had ever made and she simply couldn’t understand it at all.

She had cooked with love, with the best ingredients and had been detailed in every way in her technique and measurements and she had a soufflé that wasn’t half of what Simon had produced.

She untied her apron and put it on the counter.

‘You off to pack?’ asked Simon and she turned to him. ‘Wasn’t one of your finest ones,’ he said.

She looked at him, wondering what she had ever seen in him.

‘Oh bite your bum, Simon,’ she said and she went upstairs to pack.

*

The knock at the door came and Adam opened it for the twins who were standing solemnly with their plates.

Each one with a soufflé and cream and the name of the twin carrying it was written on a piece of paper in their handwriting, taped to the plate.

‘Come in,’ Adam said and Marc watched them carefully carry the dishes to his side.

‘We can’t tell you whose is whose,’ said Seth.

‘I know,’ said Marc. ‘You can go now.’ He smiled at the boys as they left the room.

He looked at the dishes. One was considerably taller than the other and the scent was delicious.

That was definitely Christa’s he thought. He tasted it and then took another bite. And then another.

‘Don’t eat all of it – you will feel sick,’ reprimanded Adam.

‘This is seriously good.’ He gestured to the soufflé. ‘Do you know who cooked which one?’ he asked but Adam shook his head.

‘I didn’t see them come out of the oven,’ he said. ‘And I wouldn’t tell you anyway. It’s attorney-client privilege.’

‘She’s not your client,’ said Marc.

Adam tilted his head and raised his eyebrow. ‘She might be if she murders Simon. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone loathe someone the way she loathes him.’

Marc took a spoonful of the other soufflé. It was okay but not amazing. He tried the other one again and then one more spoonful of the smaller one.

‘My decision is made,’ he said and he pushed back the chair.

‘Should I call the contestants?’ he asked Adam, unsure what the protocol for this situation was.

‘I’ll ask them,’ he said.

Marc walked out into the foyer of the house and saw the tree, the light hitting the deer family that Christa had placed proudly on the branch.

He saw some red and green wrapped packages under the tree. He bent down and saw the gift tags.

To Marc, Merry Christmas from Christa. One for Seth, Ethan, Adam and Paul and even Peggy and Bill and Meredith. When did she put these here?

He heard voices and Simon and Avian came from the kitchen, laughing and kissing like teenagers.

Christa was standing at the top of the stairs, her bags by her side.

‘What are you doing?’ he asked her as Adam and Paul came to the foyer.

‘I’m leaving. My soufflé was a failure,’ she said and he heard her voice break.

‘No, yours was amazing. I chose yours,’ he said looking up at her. ‘I would know your cooking from anyone’s. You cook from the heart.’

‘Which twin’s name was on your plate, Christa?’ asked Simon but Christa was already walking down the stairs.

Marc looked at Adam to do something but he threw his hands up in surrender. He clearly didn’t know what to do any more than Marc did.

Christa was lugging her suitcase and another travel bag with her, and she dropped them with a thud on the floor when she came to the bottom of the staircase.

‘I just need to get my knives and a few things that are mine from the kitchen and I will go,’ she said to Marc.

‘But, Christa, I chose yours,’ he said, wishing he could just hold her and have the rest of the watchers leave them alone.

‘You didn’t. You chose the one with Seth’s name, didn’t you?’ Her eyes searched his face and she saw the truth.

‘Yes,’

Simon jumped up and down, doing fist pumps into the air. ‘Yes, yes, winner. I’m the winner,’ he hissed at Christa and then tried give a high five to Avian who, to her credit looked embarrassed by her boyfriend.

‘Shut the hell up,’ Marc said to Simon.

Christa walked to the kitchen and Marc followed her.

‘You don’t have to leave. I don’t want you to go. It was a stupid deal made by Simon – you don’t have to follow it.’

Christa turned to him, her eyes streaming tears.

‘I made the deal. I agreed to leave, just as he did.’

‘You don’t have to go,’ he pleaded but she shook her head angrily.

‘I do. I agreed with Simon and besides, I can’t deal with him anymore. You don’t think he will lord this over me like some psychopath? He will, trust me. He’s horrific and abusive in his small pathetic way. And if I stay, then Avian leaves and the boys don’t get to see her for Christmas. I can’t do that to them.’

She went to the bench, collected her knives, pulled out a leather roll and put them each in their place and then rolled and tied it up.

‘Avian won’t leave. I’ll talk to her,’ he said.

Christa stopped looking through cupboards and looked at him.

‘I don’t want you to talk to her. I want to be as far away from her as I can. She’s as bad as him.’

Marc was silent. He had let Avian get away with so much during and after their marriage because it was easier than asking her to be a better parent when he knew he was also found wanting.

Christa had small crepe pan and her knives in her hands.

‘That’s me then,’ she said. ‘Don’t worry about the balance of the money. I don’t want it.’

She walked out of the kitchen to the foyer where Marc followed and saw everyone standing looking upset except for Simon. Even Avian looked concerned but probably because she knew that Marc would be furious, he thought.

‘Boys, I have something under the tree for you but you can’t open it until Christmas morning, okay?’ Christa said.

Seth’s lip trembled as Ethan openly started to cry.

‘But we haven’t finished the gingerbread house,’ Seth said.

‘Your dad can help; he’s a dab hand at it now,’ Christa said and she hugged the boys and then stood up.

‘Paul or Adam, do you mind helping me with my bags?’

Marc rushed forward but she waved him away.

‘Thanks but Adam has it,’ she said and she turned to Avian and Simon.

‘Merry Christmas. Well done on the win, Simon. I guess you were the better cook all along. Thank you for teaching me this lesson. I needed to remember some humility.’

And then she was gone, out the front door and into the cold.

‘At least she finally saw the truth,’ said Simon to the room and Marc simply couldn’t help himself; he turned and punched him as hard as he could, sending Simon flying into the Christmas tree. The decorations scattered and smashed across the marble floor.

‘Now you’ve ruined Christmas,’ Seth yelled at his parents.

‘Don’t look at me,’ said Avian with her arms crossed. ‘I had nothing to do with any of this.’

‘You’re both douches,’ screamed Ethan.

‘Bite your bums,’ added Seth, his face red with fury and the boys ran outside as Marc heard Christa’s car speed down the driveway away from Pudding Hall.

Christa’s Chocolate Soufflé Recipe

Ingredients

½ cup/114g/4oz unsalted butter softened, plus more for coating dish

4 tablespoons/50g/1¾ oz granulated sugar, plus more for coating dish

225g/8oz bittersweet chocolate (60 to 65 per cent cacao), finely chopped

6 eggs, separated, at room temperature

Pinch fine sea salt

½ teaspoon cream of tartar

Method

  1. Remove wire racks from oven and place a baking sheet directly on oven floor. Heat oven to 400ºC (390ºF). Generously butter a 1-litre or 6-cup soufflé dish. Coat bottom and sides thoroughly with sugar, tapping out excess. For the best rise, make sure there is sugar covering all the butter on the sides of the dish.
  2. In a medium bowl, melt chocolate and butter either in the microwave or in a bowl over a pot of simmering water. Let cool only slightly (it should still be warm), then whisk in egg yolks and salt.
  3. Using an electric mixer, beat egg whites and cream of tartar at medium speed until the mixture is fluffy and holds very soft peaks. Add sugar, one tablespoon at a time, beating until whites hold stiff peaks and look glossy.
  4. Gently whisk a quarter of the egg whites into the chocolate mixture to lighten it. Fold in remaining whites in two additions, then transfer batter to prepared dish. Rub your thumb around the inside edge of the dish to create about a ¼-inch space between the dish and the soufflé mixture.
  5. Transfer dish to baking sheet in the oven, and reduce oven temperature to 190ºC (375ºF). Bake until soufflé is puffed and centre moves only slightly when dish is shaken gently, about 25 to 35 minutes. (Do not open oven door during first 20 minutes.) Bake it a little less for a runnier soufflé and a little more for a firmer soufflé. Serve immediately.