Billionaire Bear’s Human Mate by Alicia Banks
Chapter 15
Vivica
It was awkward to wake up to Shane every morning, but after he came back, Vivica found herself in his bed every night. There was a comfort to the bed, but also the man that occupied it. She might not see him in the daytime or evenings, but he always came to bed at the end of the day, and she would be there. Most of the time she was asleep, but Vivica swore that she would sleep better as soon as he was beside her. Shane didn’t say much about it and for that she was grateful.
The closeness was posing a problem for Vivica in many ways. For one thing, she was constantly in a state of need. Vivica was not new to the desires of a man; she’d experienced and ran from it well enough. But the desires of herself, well that was a different story. She had no idea how to sidestep those feelings, and she really wished that she did. Shane was doing a real number on her head and Vivica didn’t know how to make it any better.
Vivica had awoken earlier than usual. Usually, Shane was already out of the bed and gone. She always wanted to see him, but he would be gone before she opened her eyes. He never said anything about her coming to his bed every night. He didn’t kick her out though, so Vivica took that as a win.
Seeing him next to her, unaware in the early morning light, Vivica was curious. She wanted to see what his skin felt like and she touched the gruffness on his chin. He would shave it off in the morning, so she never got to see it so long. It tickled her fingertips when she touched it and she pulled back, waiting for him to wake up.
His chest was massive, uncovered and smooth. She wanted to run her hand over his chest, but she didn’t dare, too afraid that he would wake up and question what she was doing. There hadn’t been anything out of the way from Shane. He’d accidentally touched her a few times, mumbled an apology and sometimes he would leave the bed. She didn’t want him to go anywhere that morning. She wanted to lay and look at him, though her hands were compelled to touch him ever so gently, watching goosebumps fly across his chest.
The rise and fall of his chest were still even, like he was asleep, and she hoped that was the case. Vivica was convinced that her moments to touch and see would be snatched from her. Vivica’s desire for Shane had grown to epic proportions, but she didn’t know what to do with it all. He wasn’t making a move and maybe he didn’t want to.
She made a sound of frustration and was about to lay back, when Shane asked her what was wrong.
“I thought you were sleeping.”
“I was, until you touched me.”
Vivica’s face was flaming in the partial light, and she looked away, just so that he wouldn’t see it.
“I am sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
“Uh huh. Felt like you meant to. Felt like you wanted to touch me in other places.”
Vivica wasn’t sure what he was talking about, until her hand was seized and put on his hard length. She gasped and tried to pull her hand back. Shane was still half asleep and she still couldn’t believe that he was doing it. She had wanted to touch it, badly, several times, especially when she realized that he was hard every night. It was hard not to want to touch it and see if it was real.
“What do you think?”
“It’s hard and very big.”
He chuckled and told her that he had heard that before.
“Do you want it?”
“Want it?”
His eyes opened and the intensity of them melted her. Why was she playing games? He wanted to be with her, and Vivica was sure that there was no other answer than the one she wanted to give. She did want him, badly, and there was nothing else she could do about it. He was in her hand, now being stroked, and she wanted to know what it would feel like inside of her. His size was a little off-putting, just because it seemed so impossible.
“Do you want me inside of you?”
Vivica trembled with his words and didn’t know how to answer. How was she supposed to answer something like that?
Her hand was moving quicker, and she looked down at the hard length that was out of his shorts and growing in her hand. Vivica had never felt or seen anything like it before, not up close, and she was fascinated by it. She just wanted to keep touching it, rubbing it, and watching it grow further.
She was drawn to the meat in her hand, and she took a taste, before Shane growled underneath her. She had managed to get on top of him, somehow. She wasn’t sure what exactly had happened, just that she was now looking down at him and he was pulling her shirt off.
His hands were on her tits, touching and kneading, before moving to her pajama bottoms. They were ripped off with a satisfying sound, and then the hot length that she had touched and toyed with was right in front of her, a mile high it might as well have been. There was no way…
Then, Shane lifted her up by her hips without a second thought and dropped her down onto him. Vivica wasn’t ready, in more ways than one, and she screamed out in pain and pleasure. Vivica hadn’t seen it coming, had thought that it would be slowly, surer, not the mad rip in and the surge upwards of his huge length that actually happened.
Shane growled underneath her again, but this time it was deeper, and the chest she was braced against was no longer smooth. Shane looked different when she looked down at him. His eyes were glowing, and he was still growing underneath her and inside of her.
“Oh my God, Vivica, I didn’t know…”
Vivica tried to sit up, but he was too big, and she was struggling with his size. Sitting up meant taking all of him and Vivica wasn’t prepared for that. She was inundated with a feeling of fullness, to the point where she questioned if she was going to pop or not.
Shane was changing underneath her, inside of her. She could feel more movement, even though he was holding her fast to him. She was panting, trying to get away from the hard meat that was unrelenting and filling every inch of her. Vivica couldn’t take it and she was freaking out about Shane’s changes.
The man underneath her was not the same one that she had met a few weeks back, saving her life. He was different, animalistic in some ways and scaring her. Then she wasn’t looking at him at all. Shane had flipped her over and she was now face first on the bed. Her ass was lifted, and he surged deep. Vivica’s innocence was gone, lost in tatters from the thrusting of the man behind her.
She had her first orgasm moments later, the first full body one, and she was left gasping and trying to catch her breath. Shane wasn’t interested in any of that though. He kept pushing deep and making her scream, over and over again. Her sound was muffled in the bed, but his roars and growls were not. He was heavier and the fur on him was rubbing her back raw. Vivica was full of too many stimulations, and she was losing it. She didn’t know what was going on, just that the biggest thing she had ever felt was thrusting deeper and deeper. She wasn’t sure if she would be able to take him, but she could hear and feel his body slapping up against her ass as he pounded her from behind. Why did he feel so hairy?
Vivica didn’t care about much else very long. She was lost in the moment and her orgasms were on repeat. Vivica couldn’t stop herself. It all felt too good and before she could stop herself, Vivica’s body exploded. She screamed into the mattress, not sure if she was ever going to be the same again. It didn’t feel like it.
Shane came inside of her and even that wasn’t what she expected. It grew even bigger and held her there, not like she could move anyway. It was all so violent. Vivica had seen her first time going another way. She was satisfied, worn-out, smiling, but her body felt battered and bruised.
She looked over at the hair on his chest and the changed face. She was no longer smiling. Shane had changed in all ways, even the ones that she could see. Vivica was shaking, trying to figure out what had just happened, but knowing that she had to be calm. She didn’t want to alarm him to what she knew. Shane didn’t seem to realize that there was anything different.
Vivica got up to go to the bathroom. He asked her where she was going, and Vivica told him. She didn’t look at him, not wanting him to see her face. The bathroom had another door and she slipped in one, locked it and then slipped out the other that led to the hallway. She had her clothes pulled on, but just barely. Vivica didn’t know what had happened or what was going on, but she felt like her life was in danger. Vivica felt like she had seen something that no one else had. She certainly wasn’t supposed to see that, Shane in that way. Nothing good would come from him knowing. Vivica needed to get out of there and fast.
She passed Maria on her way out and the maid’s eyes were wide, like she couldn’t believe what she’d heard. Vivica, knowing that she had heard, made her get a bit more red-faced. It was only because Vivica had screamed and moaned, begged for more. She had never made so much noise before and Vivica was embarrassed. Now, she was running in the other direction, and she could only imagine what would be thought of her.
Maria didn’t try to stop her, though she did ask if she was okay.
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“I’ve seen something.”
Vivica didn’t think to tell Maria what she had just found out. It would appear that Maria was well-versed in Shane and probably already knew. Vivica was just going to keep her mouth shut. She wouldn’t have told because she wanted to rat him out or anything, but if she thought Maria was in danger, she would have. Instead, Vivica kept it tight-lipped and told her to have a good day. She didn’t know what else to say. Vivica just wanted to get out of there.
It was only when she was leaving and was halfway down the block, that she remembered that some of her belongings were in the other room she’d been staying in. After a moment of thought though, and the way that she had left, there was no way in hell that Vivica was going back. It just wasn’t happening. However Shane was going to react with her gone, she didn’t want to be there for it. Vivica could only imagine how scary he would be when he was mad. She definitely didn’t want to find out.
Vivica was actually sad to be leaving. Shane was an amazing lover and so many other great qualities for a man, but there was a glaring one that Vivica couldn’t get over. She wasn’t even sure what the hell it was that she had seen, just that Shane had turned into some kind of animal or something. Vivica wasn’t sure what it was that she had seen, just that it was still on her mind, no matter how much she tried to push the thought away. She was sore on the inside from his hammering, the rest of her bruised from an incredible weight that she had found herself under. Whatever happened, Vivica didn’t know if she would ever be right again and heaven help her, she didn’t want to go anywhere. All she wanted to do was sit there and cry. She’d lost everything in the most peculiar of ways. She hadn’t seen it coming.
It had been a while since she’d been back on the streets of the city. It wasn’t the same adventure that she had felt a couple of weeks before. Now, she just felt lost, and she looked back toward the hills overlooking that part of the city. Up there was where Shane was, and Vivica knew she had to put distance between them, but she didn’t want to.
Up there, was some of the happiest moments in her life. That was hard to walk away from, but Vivica knew she had to.
