A Shadow in the Reaping by Brynne Weaver

Chapter 9

It's six in the morning.

I haven't slept all night. And by all night, I mean All. Fucking. Night.

I sat for ages turning the sword over and over in my hands, drowning in an inescapable sea of memory. The sounds and smells of war, of riding after Tomoe Gozen into the bloody Battle of Awazu. The images of escaping the from famed samurai Hatakeyama Shigetada. Those memories of risk and camaraderie and reward and death followed me into the dark hours and kept me from sleep. Such is the curse of the vampire, to remember everything, even that which we wish to forget.

I spent hours more tossing on my bed, stressing about not being asleep. I smelled the faint aroma of bleach on my fingers and thought of more ideas for killing the Reaper, most of which involved large quantities of Javex. Even that didn't seem to help.

I did, however, reach a valuable conclusion.

My life before the Reaper was a little boring, yes, but there was a certain level of comfort and predictability to it that I enjoyed.

My life since the Reaper has been neither comfortable nor predictable.

Therefore, the only way out of my current state of misery is to either:

A. Kill the Reaper

B. Kill the Alpha

C. Kill them both.

Despite how entertaining it's been planning various ways to engineer Ashen's demise, killing a Reaper is actually quite tricky. Reapers do claim the souls of immortals like myself, after all, so it kind of makes sense that it's hard for us to do. Saving them, it seems, is much easier. Also, I have bound myself to Ashen and his task, so the killing part is probably not so straightforward anyway.

Killing the Alpha is a more achievable goal. I've killed Alphas before too.

Don't get me wrong, it's still tricky. Werewolves, as you'll recall from the Jessie Bates Dinnergate fiasco, are pack hunters. It can be pretty tough to take on thirty or more just to get to the one you want. So, it really pains me to the core to admit it, but I probably wouldn't have survived the other night without the Reaper's help. The wolves will be better prepared for next time now that they know I can fight.

I’ve decided I cannot kill the Reaper... for now... but I can work on getting this reaping done as quickly as possible. In the meantime, I can take great enjoyment in making Ashen's life awkward and weird as fuck. And as a rap, rap, rap sounds at my door, I pledge to relish every minute of it.

I grab my pen and my notebook. I am so ready to begin.

I open the door and Ashen is standing on the other side, dressed in the same dark palette as always and looking particularly sharp for six in the morning with a black suit jacket over a charcoal grey shirt. Not a thread is out of place. He frowns when he sees me. "Vampire. You look even worse today than you did yesterday."

I cast my pen across the paper with a furious hand and then turn the journal toward him with a smile brimming with malice.

Reaper. You sound like even more of an asshole today than you did yesterday. I didn't think it would be possible, and yet, here we are.

Ashen reads my note and his frown deepens. "Did I just offend you?"

Yes.

"How?" he asks.

At this rate? Existing, you obtuse motherfucker. But telling me I look about as good as a bag of dicks usually offends me, yes.

The Reaper's eyes flare with a little flame. "You are a particularly acerbic vampire, you know. I was merely remarking on the fact that you look unwell."

Yes, and it was so kind of you to do so. Thank you for reminding me that I didn't sleep at all. My infallible vampire memory might have failed me had you not.

The Reaper seems to think on this and opens his mouth to say something further, but I glare at him and he closes it. We stand motionless for a long moment that I start to fear will drag into eternity.

"Come for breakfast with me. I'd like to discuss how we will find and reap the Alpha," he finally demands. I get the sense he's not used to asking anyone for anything. He's used to demanding and receiving.

And so, I will take great pleasure in telling him:

NO.

I smile as I hold up my little note for him to read. He scowls over the edge of the journal at me.

"Why not? It is for your benefit as much as mine."

He waits as I scribble my reply, only the scratch of my pen and the sound of our breath between us.

Reason one: you didn't say please.

Reason two: I wouldn't want anyone to get the WRONG IMPRESSION. Imagine the gossip among the quaint townsfolk if we joined one another for breakfast so early.

Reason three: I haven't had my morning blofee.

The Reaper glances up at me as he reads and re-reads the note. He gives me an assessing look, like he's trying to work out a puzzle that started out fun and is now just frustrating. His eyes darken just a little as he trains his gaze on the paper.

"Please join me for lunch in that case, after your shift is finished. And what is bloffee?"

I roll my eyes and step back from the door, allowing The Reaper to enter. I head to the narrow side table along the wall to my one extravagance, my one significant investment in the last several years. My Rocket Appartamento espresso machine. I legit would have snuck back into the hotel just to grab this, had I successfully made a run for it. It is a thing of beauty.

I motion for Ashen to sit in one of the two faded armchairs next to the bricked-in fireplace. He looks suspicious of my motivations but sits nonetheless.

As the Reaper watches on with what looks like genuine interest, I set to work grinding coffee beans and prepping the machine. I place my 'I'm feeling FANGTASTIC' mug beneath the spout as the thick espresso pours into the cup, filling the room with the aroma of my morning ritual. Then I head to the mini fridge and empty a quarter bag of blood with some milk into the stainless steel frothing pitcher and steam the fuck out of it until it's little more than a pink cloud. I smile sweetly at the Reaper in the corner as I pour the froth into the mug.

Blofee, I mouth.

He looks at me, motionless.

Want some blofee?

His eyes narrow.

I take the loudest, slurping sip I can manage. His eye twitches. I smile. He frowns. We stare.

I grab my journal and pen without taking my eyes from Ashen, trying to push away some surprising, unwanted thoughts that scuttle into my brain the longer I look at him. Thoughts about how far down his chest those tattoos might go... about what it might feel like to have his hands on my body... about what his blood might taste like as he-

What the fuuuuuuuck is wrong with me. A lot, I think. A lot is definitely wrong with me. I chalk it up to danger and desire, inseparable in the mind of a vampire.

I rip my gaze away and focus on writing a note that says:

Now that you know what blofee is, why the hell are you still here?

Ashen remains seated as he casts his gaze across my room. "I wanted to see where you live. For someone so integral to the daily operations of the Swan Inn, your room is very small. Why?"

I take a long sip from my cup, savoring the rich foam and the velvet espresso as I sit cross-legged on my bed. The katana lies next to me with the handle on the pillow, just in case. I set my coffee down on the nightstand and write my reply.

Because I like this room. It has a certain irony to it that I enjoy. Why do you need to know?

"Because I'm trying to figure you out. I want to know why they want you. What they are coming for. What makes you special."

It's my sparkling personality, I write. I give him a dazzling smile as I hold up my note.

"...No."

My face falls into a frown and I think I see the Reaper's lips twitch.

"It is one hundred percent not that."

My eyes narrow to slits as I glare at him, and I definitely see his lips twitch. I see a light in his eyes that isn't a flame. The echo of a smile is there. It detonates a thought in my brain that I never expected: I wonder if I could ever make Ashen laugh.

No. No, no, no. I don't need to take up that challenge. But there's a whisper from the box in my mind that's saying otherwise. The same part of me that loves to get away with something also loves an impossible challenge. Making the Reaper laugh absolutely fits the bill.

I clear my throat and push that idea to the darkest recesses of my mind where it can die of starvation and neglect. I look down at the journal and scribble a new note.

Who is ‘they,’ anyway?

“I think we killed the rest of ‘them’ off. It’s just the Alpha now, until he inevitably finds a new pack to claim. It’s Semyon Abdulov,” Ashen says, his eyes sharpening in he slightest as he assesses my reaction. “Do you know him?”

I’ve heard the name around over the years.

“And? What have you heard, exactly?”

I dunno, Reaper. Werewolf stuff. Petty squabbles and scraps among their kind. None of it’s good or interesting, really. I don’t bother keeping track.

“Werewolves are your enemies, how can you not be interested in their movements and motivations?” the Reaper asks as his eyes narrow to thin slits.

I shrug. I prefer cats, I write.

The Reaper’s shoulders drop. He looks away to the side of the room as though I’m both frustrating and exhausting. Excellent. “That’s… nonsensical. And ludicrous. And does not scream of self-preservation.”

I hold back a sly smile, happy to have irritated this ill-tempered, judgy demon taking up far too much space in my cramped room. Since you're in an especially charming mood today, why don't you go away and charm someone else for a while.

"Yes. I need to leave. You're going to be late for work," Ashen says as he stands. I'm not at all surprised that he's memorized my schedule, the nosy fucker. "Please knock at my door when your shift is done. We will get lunch."

I nod once.

Ashen pauses at my door and turns, his gaze lingering on my arm where the shimmering white tattoo is barely visible. He meets my eyes with a look of warning. "Keep your guard up, vampire. At least two others of your kind went missing before I got to you. It's only a matter of time until the Alpha gathers another pack and tries to find you, unless we can find the Alpha first."

He turns away to leave. I pick up a tube of hand lotion from the nightstand and throw it at the back of his head. It makes contact with a satisfying thwack, and the Reaper turns his fiery glare on me.

I'm not the only one the wolves are coming for. If they found Angelwing, they were expecting you, I write.

"I know," he says, pulling a plastic bag from the interior pocket of his blazer and tossing it onto the bed beside me. I pick it up, recognizing the obsidian blade within. I can smell his blood still lingering on its surface through the thin plastic.

"We're going to find the apothecary that made it. And your witch Ediye is going to help us."