Marked By Rejection by Avery Stone
Entry 1012: I'm Ready
Dear Kyle,
And I'm a vampire...wolf...concoction.
Why does the idea of Hendrick not being our older brother freak me out more?
Travis is a bad guy - a con artist - but that doesn't shock me much.
The Monarchs are a part of the mafia, Kyle.
I'm not sure you get what that is.
It’s one of those big, bad organizations.
But then again, are they really bad?
Alpha Killian is the king of this underground place.
He's a mafia king, and with my half bond to him...
I guess I'm his soon to be queen?
I don't know how this bonding thing works.
I have to do better, though.
I keep telling myself that.
Why is it hard to do what I've been wishing to achieve?
I bet they'll all tell me I'm taking things too quickly.
I don't know how much time has passed since I became...this thing.
Stay focused.
That's the best thing I can do.
Alpha's going to get me a journal.
A physical one, so no more mentally trying to think things through.
I don't know about you, Kyle...
But I think they can help me.
Save me from the cycle.
Show me the way towards the light.
Even if the light is in the depths of the darkness.
I'm ready for change.
I'm ready to learn how to live again.
- Wren