All the Cuts and Scars We Hide by Garry Michael

Thirty-Two: Wyatt

You’re Mine and I’m Yours

“Are you sure it’s not a problem?” I asked, looking around Kai’s small, childhood bedroom while I sat on his bed.

“In our culture, the more the merrier and you’re always welcome in my family home. Trust me, my family is happy to have you here.”

An awkward silence lingered between Kai and me. The tension was once again back, and I only had myself to blame. Coming here wasn’t enough, I needed to convince Kai that I was dedicated to making this work, and I was willing to do anything to win him back. He stood by the doorway, biting his fingernails. It was a side of him that I wasn’t used to.

“Can I hold you, Kai?” I asked hesitantly.

Instead of answering, Kai walked toward me and I parted my legs so he could stand between them. He wrapped his arms around my neck, his hands playing with my hair.

I leaned my forehead against his chest.

I felt a kiss on top of my head and Kai lifted my chin to meet his eyes that were filled with so many questions.

I cleared my throat and took a deep breath, digging deep inside me to find the courage I needed to tell this man how much I needed him. I started with my visit with Dr. McAndrew and ended with my session with the support group.

“I’m so proud of you, Wyatt,” he said, his gaze never leaving mine.

“It’s a long time coming. The thought of not seeing you again, not being able to touch you again, wasn’t the future I wanted. It’s going to take a lot of work since I wasted four years,” I explained.

“You didn’t waste them. You needed that time,” he assured me before pressing a soft kiss to my lips.

His bedroom was small but at least he had his own bathroom. I wondered if being invited to stay also meant being invited to sleep in his room.

“I’m going to take a quick shower, make yourself comfortable,” Kai announced when he pulled out of our embrace.

I was nervous and unsure of where exactly our relationship stood, and whether we would be able to pick up where we left off. I heard the shower turn on and the sliding of a shower curtain opening. I could visualize Kai slipping naked into it and I had a strong urge to join him. But I was reluctant. I didn’t usually have issues with control and making decisions about my life, but being here with Kai made me a bundle of nerves. I kicked my shoes off and laid back on the bed, fighting my desire to go join him.

The water turned off and I heard him once again stepping around the curtain. The door was open, so it would have been easy to just step in, but I wanted to give him space. My visit was certainly a surprise, and I didn’t want to overstep.

“You want to shower?” he asked, stepping back into the room with a towel wrapped around his waist. His skin was darker with a hint of redness, no doubt from him being back in his beloved Hawaiian sun.

“Yes, that’d be great.”

“More towels are in the cabinet by the sink, help yourself.”

Kai opened a dresser drawer and pulled out a pair of briefs. He turned his back to me and dropped the towel, standing there naked before he pulled them on. The sight of his perfect ass had my mind quickly going back to every single time I’d been with him and how much I loved his body. I loved feeling it and being in it. The overwhelming desire to pick him up and throw him onto the bed had me weak-kneed. I needed this man. I wanted to make love to him.

I grabbed my duffel bag and walked into the bathroom. I hadn’t undressed in the other room because I had a raging hard-on. Even though I wanted to bury myself in Kai, I also desired the emotional connection between us too.

I quickly showered and returned to the darkened room. A small night light was next to his nightstand dimly illuminating the room, and the ceiling fan made soft whispers. Because of the warm night, Kai was laying on top of the sheets.

I knew he wasn’t asleep even though his eyes were closed. He wasn’t resting naturally, and I could sense he was as nervous as I was. Our arms were inches apart, and my skin was burning with desire because I needed to touch him. I moved my hand across the top sheet and brought it to rest next to his hip. He jumped slightly but made no attempt to move away. I was well aware that we both needed to break the silence, break through the fear and reconnect. Kai moved a tiny bit closer, our shoulders touched, and I felt the warmth of his skin. There was a faint hint of a coconut fragrance coming from him and I assumed it was lotion to help with his mild sunburn. He smelled incredible and I wanted to inhale every inch of him.

I moved my eyes down to his crotch and noticed that he was fully erect through his briefs, obviously craving to touch and release as much as I was.

I lifted my hand up and along his hip moving across his flat stomach, brushing gently across the tip of his cock, that was already straining against sexy underwear. It sprang to attention from the simple touch I’d made, so I laid my hand directly on his length, feeling its hardness. Kai flexed several times and I felt his cock swelling. Encouraged, I slid down the bed and in between his legs, moving them apart. I moved his briefs to the side to free his cock and slowly licked from his balls all the way to the tip eliciting a moan from Kai. I was disappointed that he kept his hands stiffly at his sides, but he wasn’t halting my advances so I figured I had the green light to proceed. I reached for his cock and pulled it away from his body and wrapped my lips around the engorged head, swirling my tongue before slurping the entire length into my mouth. I held his cock in my mouth when he lifted his hips off the bed, meeting me eagerly.

I continued to suck on his dick and massage his balls as his hips thrust into me. My hands went up and down his shaft, moist saliva lubricating him.

“That feels amazing Wyatt, I’ve missed this so much,” he whispered, moving his hands to the sides of my head, guiding me back and forth over his erection.

“You’re so fucking beautiful, I couldn’t stand waiting a moment longer,” I responded, holding his cock with my hands before swallowing it deep again. I pulled his underwear down and away from his body, tossing them to the floor.

Kai continued to rhythmically fuck my mouth with his cock, his hands firmly holding my head and controlling the pace. I noticed him slightly lift his legs, bending at the knee, a natural move to remind me he had a beautiful ass, and it was wanting some attention too. I slid a wet finger towards his sweet spot until I found that magic button of his. I swirled my finger around it while still sucking his cock every inch of it. He was writhing on the bed, on his back, placing his asshole strategically in the area of my probing finger.

“I need to make love to you,” I said, gently moving my hand over his hard dick, still swirling around that hole I craved.

“I need you too,” he whispered. “How would you like to take me? What would please you most?” he asked with eagerness.

“I have an idea I’ve been fantasizing about for a while now. Grab your lube and stand up, stud,” I growled, sliding to the edge of the bed.

Kai hopped out of bed and opened the nightstand, grabbing the lube and a condom. I walked around the bed and sat down on the floor in front of him. “Come here handsome.”

He stood in front of me without question. I nudged his legs apart and placed my hands on his hips, and pulled him closer so I could take his erection back into my mouth. I wanted to get him worked up again before I showed him how much I desired him. While he fucked my face, I rubbed his perfect ass with one hand while my other found his hot spot again. My lubed finger pressed until he allowed me to pass into his warmth.

“Yes... that feels good, Wyatt. Keep sucking my cock and finger fuck me too.”

I knew he was in heaven when he let his head lean back and he thrust forward into my waiting mouth. I began to sink my finger deeper into him, moving it around to prepare it for my huge cock that I’d be providing any minute. My swollen dick was protruding and dripping from the excitement. Pushing back into Kai, I moved the heavily lubed finger around and pulled it back out. He bucked against my fingers under his crack, begging for me to get back at it. This time I slid two fingers in to stretch him some more, making sure he’d be able to accommodate my entire cock.

“Can you handle three?” I asked, looking up at him.

Kai angled his face down to catch my eyes, he was biting his lip. “Yes,” he moaned, shivering with desire. He bobbed his head up and down, confirming his answer again.

I slid a third finger in very carefully, giving him time to absorb another digit before I began to move in and out of him. He bucked his hips from the thrill of being prodded by my fingers and his cock twitched in my mouth.

“You want some dick in there yet? Can you handle all of my thick cock?” I asked, sounding a bit threatening in my questioning. “Because I have a desire that I need you to fulfill, can you do that?” I snarled in a whisper.

He shook his head up and down. His eyes were wide, anticipating more pleasure. He was allowing me to use him for my carnal desire. He was mine right then and there and he wanted to be shown what I had planned next.

I moved to sit on the edge of the bed, my cock stood up long and thick. It didn’t hang left or right as it was engorged fully, upright, and was brick hard. I slowly sheathed it in a condom and lubed up my hand, rubbing my full length up and down as Kai watched me with hungry eyes. I stroked myself for a few extra seconds so he could enjoy the teasing.

“Straddle me,” I demanded, tapping my lap. “I want you to face me and wrap your legs around my waist.

He did as he was told. His ass rested on my lap while he had his legs wrapped around my waist with his entire weight resting on my knees. Our cocks finally touched as they met between us. I reached my hand around both of them, stroking them in unison. We kissed deeply and he moaned as I continued to manipulate both of our dicks. When I had him moaning and writhing on me, I lifted him and slipped my cock under his asshole. My lubed shaft slid near his hole, and he groaned in anticipation of what was to come.

Keeping him lifted, I positioned the head of my swollen tool at his hole. “Slide down and take me inside,” I whispered, burning desire in my voice.

We faced each other and our eyes connected as he used his hand to guide my cock into his hole. I held his gaze as I felt him slide further down my pole, a determined look on his face because his body was still adjusting to my invasion. His eyes rolled back as he opened up fully. When he had all of me in him, we paused for a passionate kiss that threatened to take my breath away. I slowly ground my hips into him, stretching his hole and trying to get deeper.

“You’re beautiful Kai. I’ve never felt this... this much desire for someone. It’s always been just sex, but you and me, this is just so much more than that.”

Kai wrapped his arms around my neck as he moved up and down, pleasure rolled across his face like a wave on the shore. He laid his head into the crook of my neck and moaned with desire, his breath a warm caress on my skin.

“Take all of me, Wyatt. I’m yours, I need you to make love to me like this, use my body as your own. I love you inside of me,” he whispered into my neck.

I wrapped my arms around him tightly, needing him as close as possible. He started biting my neck, sending more pleasure coursing through me. Our rhythm was getting faster as he bounced up and down on my lap.

Grabbing his dick, I began to stroke him because my balls were aching for release. Kai began to move faster, grinding himself on my lap, welcoming me to plunge harder and deeper into him. He pulled his face from my neck and stared directly into my eyes. He searched my face, needing something from me. I wasn’t sure what it was that he sought since we were connecting in the most intimate of ways. I was in him; he was accepting my powerful urges as we both fulfilled our needs.

With a hooded gaze, Kai leaned closer and we melted into each other's mouths, our tongues exploring. I thrust my cock faster into him, and his hips came down harder with every stroke.

“Come on Wyatt, give it to me harder,” he moaned, his mouth tight as he gritted his teeth.

I held him tight and knew I was close to release. “I love being with you,” I said, staring at his delirious face.

“I love being with you too” He smiled at me, and his face showed an emotion I wasn’t prepared for.

“You do?” I asked.

“Yeah, I do. Since the first day, I saw you. I knew I wanted this... wanted you.”

I was overcome with emotion and held him tight. I stood up and he instinctively kept his legs wrapped around me, gripping my cock with his hole when I laid him across the bed.

“Make love to me Wyatt,” he whispered into my ear.

Placing my hands on both sides of his face, I kissed him and I moved inside him with gentle strokes, my cock sinking in deeper when he opened himself completely to me.

“I love you, Kai,” I whispered, and I meant it. I stared down at his sweet face. I was full of joy and hope for the first time in a long time.

“I love you too.”

The admission of our feelings for each other only heightened our lovemaking. I plunged deeper into him, and we melted into one body in a frenzied passionate session of lovemaking.

“It feels... so good,” he moaned when his cock rubbed against my stomach. “I’m close, give it to me harder.”

I moved my hips faster against his, sensing my release was near. Our sweat-covered bodies moved in perfect harmony.

“I’m coming... holy fuck,” I yelled, trying to stifle my groan, my body tensed when I shot my last bit of orgasm into him.

Kai was bucking under me, and he let loose a loud groan when his load shot between us, covering us both.

We laid still, connected as one while we caught our breath and melted into each other. I didn't care about the sweat, the lube, or the sticky mess from our orgasms. Nothing else mattered.

“I meant what I said Kai, I love you. I want you to be mine.”

“I meant what I said too. I love you and want to be yours.”