Sunrise By the Sea by Jenny Colgan
Chapter Sixty
An excellent solution struck Marisa forcibly. She had money now: everything she was earning from the pizzeria she was just salting away; she had nothing to spend it on but rent and food and nowhere she wanted to go, not really, except for next door. So she could buy the plane ticket.
And it was nearly the summer holidays; he could take time off.
And, assuming everything went well – and she couldn’t for a second allow herself to believe otherwise – she could tend to her grandmother but also show him her Imperia, show him the long walkways where the boats came in, and the little playground where the children played, and the funicular railway that had so enchanted them when they were young. They could sit in the beachside cafés, under striped umbrellas, and eat fritto misto and drink Prosecco. It would be . . . it would be lovely. It was a bold ask, but there were spare rooms in her grandmother’s house; she wouldn’t be suggesting anything untoward, of course. Just friends. They could be friends going. She thought again of the feeling of his large body against hers the previous evening.
And he could lead her through the airport, through the crowds; he could be with her, at her back as she stood in the queues and fussed through the vast wide-open white spaces of the airport, filled with people and panic and fuss and personnel and loading on to the flight and the anxiety of the flight and if she was on the right one and if she was going to the right place . . .
He would be there for all of that, solid, unflappable, kind. And it wouldn’t be so bad. And when they got there, and everything was fine – everything would be fine, she told herself. Fine – then . . . then . . . then it would be lovely.
She had to choose her moment. She checked her messages, called her brother who was taking a train from Switzerland. He sounded concerned, but not distraught; he was going to comfort their mother, she discerned, more than being desperately concerned for Nonna herself. There would Gino assured her, be a million-billion cousins and second cousins descending on the sleepy rural hospital.
‘I’ll just call everyone Anna-Maria,’ he said ‘It’s bound to be one or the other.’
‘I’m not sure that’s helpful,’ said Marisa.
‘You sound much better,’ said her brother cheerily. They hadn’t seen each other since that awful Christmas, when he’d come to hers for a couple of days on his way up to their mother’s and she’d sat in her room watching TV and not paying him much attention and he’d felt bad for her, but couldn’t cheer her up in any way and couldn’t get her to go to her mum’s for Christmas so he’d gone himself. Given it was her mother’s first Christmas without her own father, and she was having it without her only daughter as well, Marisa winced now to think how much she had ruined everything. But Gino was an airy, laid-back personality and didn’t bear a grudge.
‘I . . . I think. Well. I was. Definitely getting better.’
‘Moving to the middle of nowhere! I can’t believe it helped.’
‘Me neither.’
‘You making pizza though. I thought the whole point of being second generation was that you joined the professional classes.’
He used a mock reproving tone that made her laugh. He always put on a posh voice; from when they had both started school and talked in English all the time to irritate their parents. He had done it as a joke. As he’d grown up and gone to university in England, it had kind of stuck. She had even met groups of his friends who called him ‘Gene’, which was extraordinary.
‘I know,’ she said. ‘Nonna is horrified, thinks I’ve gone way downmarket from working in an office.’
‘Well, I think what you’re doing is amazing,’ said Gino. ‘The worst mistake I ever made was to live in the German bit of Switzerland and not the Italian one. The food, che schifo.’
Marisa smiled. To be having an easy conversation with Gino again was wonderful.
‘So . . .’ His voice was deceptively casual. ‘You’re coming down? Mamma says you and Nonna had got really close.’
Marisa took a breath. ‘I . . . I’m just going to . . . organise a few things. But yes.’
‘Great,’ said Gino. ‘I’m really hoping she’ll recover. The second she sees us. And then: the beach!’
‘Gino!’
‘What? I’m an optimist. She’s tough as old boots. Plus, there’s still snow up here.’