Saints of the Syndicate by Natalie Nicole
Chapter 20
Declan
Her soft snores beside me are adorable, but from what I dug up from G, she is exhausted. So while I lay beside her, my raging hard on is demanding a round 2, maybe 3 or 4. Christ. I feel like a teenager that just discovered masturbation and porn.
She was goddamn dream, and I haven’t even sunk into her yet. My dick is itching to fill her with my cum over and over again until she is so full there is no more room.
Surprisingly enough, I haven't had much of an urge to drown my soul in alcohol or pills either. An odd sense of calm that has washed over me since we convinced Bethani, well since Sinclair went on one of his usual asshole demanding tirades. I’m surprised at how much of the usual shit that fills the gaping holes in my soul have just...fell to the wayside. My need for adrenaline inducing thrills, or pushing the toxic combinations of alcohol with oxy, ecstasy, or molly to the limits is just...nonexistent.
It’s making me question many things. Like how can one person just make the bad shit go away? Her snarky remarks, the way she does the simplest shit, when I catch her all-encompassing aqua eyes staring my way...nothing else matters.
The way she makes my heart come alive, the tarnished, battered and blackened bastard that it is, terrifies the fuck outta me. I know, without a doubt, that the moment I sink into her heat, I’m going to be fucking gone.
Maybe I need to pump the breaks like Gio said. Slow the fuck down before I get too attached like I always do.
As I slowly attempt to move out from under Bethani to make my way back to my room, her arm tightens around my torso and holds me in place.
“What’s wrong, Declan?”
Her sleepy murmur catches me off guard.
Damnit. Forgot she startles easily.
“Nothing. I, uh, was just gonna go get something to drink. That’s all.”
Those aquamarine eyes snap open, shining in the moonlight that's peeping through the blinds, then narrow on me in instant anger.
“Liar. Now tell me, why were you getting up?”
I fall back into the pillow and rub a hand through my hair before running it down my face in frustration. How do you explain that ‘I want you so god damn much it’s not even funny, but I’m scared shitless of the impending emotions that are going to follow because I’m a secret bleeding heart even though I come off as one of the biggest don’t-give-a-fuck who you are, just suck my dick and move along toxic fucks known to man’?
Simple.
You don’t.
“It’s nothing. Just figured I’d give you some space, that’s all,” I reply, settling on the simple but vague response.
When I finally turn my gaze back towards hers, I realize quickly why her and Sinclair are so good at their verbal spar sessions. She has me struck stupid with her wicked glare. The familiar venom dripping from her expression is eerily similar to Sin’s when he is pissed and ready to wreak havoc on the world. And I’m currently the unlucky bastard on the receiving end of a pint sized female version of that demonic rage.
Way to go Declan. You really outdid yourself just now, didn’t you?
Yes. Yes I fucking did. And I’m not sure if I’m going to like the consequences either.
She just slowly releases me from her grip and turns away, not saying a damn word. Fuck.
“Bethani? You not gonna say anything?”
I’m gifted with more silence. Ouch.
“Come on baby B, say something.”
“Go,” is the curt, venom laced one word response I get.
“Excuse me?”
One of her hands flies up in the air waving around dismissively. “You want to be a dick and give me some bullshit response that was clearly a lie, so just fucking go away, Declan. Go back to your room so I can go back to sleep in peace.”
My eyes widened on the back of her head momentarily, shocked at her shitty dismissal of me. Then they morph, narrowing to slits for the same reason. Oh hell no, sunshine. I may be one of those people that ‘feels too much’, but her current attitude has my dick rearing back to full attention, ready to fuck that sass right out of her. Consequences be damned.
I’ve got her ass turned and pinned under me and her hands above her head quicker than she can register it all. Those gorgeous almond shaped eyes are wide open as the shock registers on the rest of her face. Her eyes lock onto mine, and I pin her with just as fierce of a stare as she gave me.
“Want to say that again, sunshine, since we are face to face now?”
I’m rewarded with a challenging look on her face. The shock is gone as she gears up for battle. Bring it baby B. My adrenaline starts pumping through my veins, excitement of what’s to come fueling me in a way I've never thought possible before.
“Say it again, baby B. I dare you.”
My smile is sinister at all the ideas rolling through my head of how I can turn this attitude of hers into an extremely pleasurable and expressive experience.
Her resolve falters for a second, almost long enough to make me wonder if I’m being too much of a dick before her mouth opens, unleashing her anger on me.
“I said, if you want to be a fucking dick and give me some bullshit response that was clearly a lie, then just fucking go away, Declan. Go back to your room so I can go back to sleep in peace. Happy?”
She smirks, knowing that dishing out those words was just as much of a green light as they were a ‘fuck you’.
In all her focus of being a brat, she hasn’t realized one thing that I’m about to shed some light on.
“Hmm...that’s what I thought you’d say, sunshine. But in your little shit fit just now, you missed something.”
She gulps, a quizzical look crossing her beautiful features. It’s just as fucking sexy seeing her all fired up as it is seeing her second guessing.
“Oh really? What did I miss, Declan?”
I lean down to whisper in her ear, hearing her breath hitch as my words sink in.
“Oh nothing. Just that as you were dishing out that sassy attitude of yours to me, I was able to position my cock right at your pussy’s sweet entrance. I’m ready to plunge deep into you and fuck you like the brat you are.” My tongue darts out, flicking her earlobe just once before resuming my spiel. “I can feel your arousal dripping out of you already, coating the tip of my dick. You’re clenching ever so slightly, ready to suck me in and take the punishment you deserves. Tell me sunshine, do you need my cock inside you so bad you have to act like a little shit to get it?”
I pull back enough to look her in the eyes, but keep myself stabilized, ready to thrust into her and seal my fate like a goddamn junkie. Her features are flushed, and her breaths are heaving, making those beautiful tits of hers rise and fall dramatically. They’re begging me to play with them.
Later, beauties. I’ll give you some attention soon enough.
Cocking an eyebrow, I demand my answer, “Answer me, sunshine.”
She seductively licks her plump lips slowly, and I have to fight the urge to hold my position. I’m not allowing her to win this battle of wills.
Her gaze is piercing as she breaks the last fucking barrier of my willpower, punctuating each word with a finality that instantly turns her into my favorite addiction. “Fuck me like you mean it, Declan.”
I don’t reply. I just give her my answer with a deep hard thrust, sinking all the way to the hilt of her cunts suctioning depths of wonder. My eyes cross at the sensations of going bareback for the first time.
Mind. Fucking. Blown.
“Holy mother of fuck!” I curse, breathing deep so I don’t blow my fucking load as her muscles constrict around my dick. I hold my position until I feel like I can function properly again and not embarrass myself. “You good sunshine?”
Her eyes stay closed as she nods her head. Pretty sure she is lost in the feeling like I am, but I still need her words.
“Words, Bethani. Tell me you are good, baby.”
“I’m good. Just move please,” she says as her hips start unconsciously squirming under mine. Thank god.
“Hold on tight, sunshine. It’s about to get wild.”
With that, words cease to exist as I pull out to just the tip and plunge back in to her silky slick depths over and over and over again at a pace I wasn’t sure I’ve ever possessed. I’m slower on my withdrawal, but powerful on the thrust back in. My piercing catches just right on her g-spot each time, sending electrical bolts straight up to my slowly but surely tingling balls that are preparing for release.
Our hips gyrate against each other as we get utterly lost in each other's bodies. I’ve never experienced such a powerful connection during sex before and I don’t even realize my body picking up the pace. I lose the purposeful rhythm as we start to chase our fast approaching orgasms.
The moans and groans escaping our bodies are a dead giveaway that we are both close, but the burning sensation in my hips and abs from the continuous thrusting is getting worse. I push it back long enough to make sure Bethani gets off first. I finally loosen my grip on her wrists and reach down to throw her right leg over my shoulder as my right hand moves to her engorged clit. As soon as my thumb grazes the swollen numb, her hips jerk violently and change the new angle even more. A deep groan falls from my lips at how fan-fucking-tastic it feels, and I know I won’t last much longer like this.
My thumb goes back to work circling, swirling, and pressing down into her clit quicker and quicker to send her over the edge. As her eyes roll back into her head, they shut while a loud moan falls from her lips.
“Open them back up for me, sunshine. I need to see those eyes, baby,” I grit out as she lazily opens them back up. They are completely filled with consuming desire.
I pick up my pace just enough for her breath to hitch as I feel her walls start to clench on my swelling dick.
“Let go baby. Come for me,” I say.
That’s all it takes as she starts to scream my name, her orgasm taking hold of her body as her back arches off the bed. I’m caught up in the beauty of her orgasm when I’m utterly blindsided by mine tearing through me as her pussy turns into a vice grip on my dick.
“Fuuuuckkkk!” I shout.
My vision goes completely black, my body seizing up in a final frenzy as I give one final brutal thrust into her, and my cock starts pouring into her slick tight heat. My dick jumps each time another wave of cum falls out of me, and her pussy convulses more, sending me into mini orgasms over and over again. After what feels like an hour, I’m wrecked and spent, and I collapse on Bethani’s heaving body. I’m somehow careful enough to move just to the side of her, yet I’m still partially covering her in a non-crushing way.
We stay like that for a few, catching our breaths but not talking. I don’t even think I know how to talk, let alone fucking move ever again after that.
Regaining enough bodily control, I pull out of Bethani. I’m groaning at the feeling of the loss of her pussy but reveling at the sight of my cum and her release dripping out of her. It’s almost enough to make me hard again. But…
“Jesus. I think you broke my dick just now,” I laugh and so does she.
“I highly doubt that, Declan.”
I turn my head to face her and give her a shit eating grin. “Yeah. But right now? He is fucking spent and happy.”
And because I’m a needy fucker, I grab her and snuggle her into me so her arm is around my waist and her head is laying on my chest. Then I tilt her chin up to give her a searing kiss.
“Go back to sleep, sunshine.”
She just hums in agreement. There’s a sleepy content smile on her face as I kiss her forehead and lean back into the pillow. I’m quickly falling asleep myself as satisfaction and contentment like I’ve never known before washes over my body.
Yup. I’m a royally screwed whipped puppy for this woman, and I give no fucks.
I’ll burn the world to the ground for her, which reminds me.
I still need to set some shit on fire and find the motherfucker that needs to die for touching what’s ours. For now, having my girl in my arms as we both drift off to sleep is where I need to be. Other shit can wait until later.
Yeah, I’m going to regret thinking that one eventually.