In Death I Live by Lindsay Becs
ZORA
The boysand I stayed outside in the snow until our noses were red, our fingers and toes were going numb, and the sun was starting to go down. It was the perfect day.
All five of us shuffled into the laundry room—on order from Miss Mel—to take off our snow boots, pants and jackets. Our gloves and hats were caked in wet snow too. The boys all stripped off their shirts and pants, then looked at me expectantly to do the same. With an eye-roll and a smirk, I followed their lead down to my underwear.
“Come on,” River says with a head tilt and smirk, then looks past me to the other boys. “I have the biggest shower. Let’s go warm up our girl.” Looking back at me, he gives me a wink and holds his hand out for me to take.
I swallow nervously, taking his offered hand as the variations of yes, fuck yeah, and fair play are shouted behind me. Turning my head to look over my shoulder at them, I give a coy smile. Holy mother of fuck, how did I get so lucky to be cared for and loved by not just one, but four out-of-this-world hot guys.
All of us in our underwear—well, all except Grey who wasn’t wearing any—follow behind River as we walk up to his wing. He’s not wrong that his shower is the biggest of the four. I’ve experienced all of them, and his does give the most room for five people to shower.
And play.
He turns on the multi-head shower, including the rainfall one in the middle. I waste no time taking off my bra and underwear and getting under the hot spray. Every part of my body is cold from playing in the snow all day.
I close my eyes, enjoying the warmth. Tipping my head back, I let the water fall into my face and wet my hair. When I turn around and open my eyes, I have four naked men watching me with parted lips and hardening cocks.
Biting my lip to hold back my laugh, I can’t help it when Grey smashes his naked body against the glass wall. “You’re so fucking hot, Zo-Zo.”
Then he’s smacked on the head by River. “I don’t want your ball print on my shower wall, dick head.”
“Awe, don’t be jealous that I’m bigger than you, Riv,” he teases, ruffling River’s hair before jumping into the shower to use me as a human shield.
“That wasn’t nice,” I say through a chuckle to Greyson.
“We really going to measure dick sizes right now when we have baby girl naked with all of us for the first time?” Cruz asks as he shakes his head and walks inside the shower next. “Besides, we already know the results of that.”
“Oh, lawd,” I laugh. “You have not!”
“We’re four boys who have lived with each other and fucked and shared together for years, baby girl. You really think we wouldn’t?” Cruz smiles as he sandwiches me between him and Grey.
Now I have to know how they rate one another. I’m way too fucking curious. “Longest?” I ask, already knowing.
“Baby girl,” Cruz says looking at me like, really?
“Thickest?” I bite into my lip and then look over Cruz to find River, who winks at me. I snort a laugh and ask, “Overall biggest? Who averages out the best?” I lift a brow in question, looking around to each of them until my eyes stay on Dom. The big guy—pun intended—can’t stop his grin, covering it by rubbing his thumb across his lip. His eyes stay on me, almost like a promise of what’s to come. Tipping my head back, I look up at Grey.
“Awww…” Cruz mocks. “Baby girl is feeling bad for you.”
Smiling up at Grey, he smiles back. “No, she’s not.” He smacks an upside-down kiss to my lips as the shower continues to rain down on us.
Picking my head up, I smirk at the boys, who all look confused thinking that the one who hasn’t been named yet has the smallest dick and therefore should feel bad about himself. “Best stamina,” I state. “The golden boy can go all. Fucking. Night. Again, and again.” Groans sound around the shower, making me laugh, enjoying this side of my playful boys.
My laughter turns to a gasp when Cruz rocks his hips against me, already hitting me in the right spot. I hum in appreciation, leaning back against Greyson again with a lazy grin. His head nudges mine to the side to expose my neck. He sucks the water from my skin as he rubs against my ass.
My eyes find River and Dom, still outside the shower. “You going to keep standing there?”
“Nope,” River replies as he pushes off the counter he’s leaning against. Walking inside, he stops behind Cruz, leaning his chin on his shoulder. “Better, angel?” He smirks.
“Almost,” I say, piercing Dom with a look. “Better get in here with that big cock.”
Before he can stop it, a singular laugh bites out of his beautiful mouth. A satisfied smile spreads across my face once he’s inside with the rest of us, no longer on the outside and set apart. I like it best when we’re all together.
“Where you want me and my big cock, baby?” Dom asks with a lift in his lips.
“Trade with me,” Grey says. “I want to suck her tits.”
I hum in approval when Dom stands behind me, pulling my hips back hard against him. His teeth sink into my earlobe the same time that Grey’s mouth latches on to one nipple and River’s fingers pinch the other, all while Cruz keeps slowly rubbing against my front.
It’s the most surreal feeling to have all of their hands, mouths, and bodies on me in different ways, in different places. I’m already so turned on, I’m on the verge of having an orgasm and they haven’t even really played with my pussy yet.
Like he heard my thoughts, Cruz falls to his knees. “Spread your legs for me, baby girl.” I listen and am rewarded with his mouth latching on to me.
“Oh, fuck,” I moan. Reaching over, I take Grey’s cock in my hand and pump it up and down a few times as he keeps feasting on my breast.
River leans over Cruz and takes my mouth with his in a searing hot kiss. Cruz’s mouth leaves my clit and I whimper at the loss, but when River lets out a deep groan into my mouth, I know it’s because he’s in Cruz’s.
Dom reaches around my body to slide two fingers inside me. He pumps in and out a few times, slow and then fast. Grey bites down on my nipple and Cruz latches back on to my clit, and in the next second, I’m seeing stars as I scream into River’s mouth through my orgasm.
Then I feel cold as they all step away from me. I open my eyes, confused. Then the shower is turned off and towels are handed out so we can dry off. Dom picks me up and throws me over his shoulder, smacking my ass, as he walks me into the bedroom and tosses me onto the bed with a bounce.
I’m excited and horny and nervous all at the same time at the prospect of having all four of them at once. I don’t even know how we’re going to do this or if we even can, but I am here for it.
Lube is thrown onto the bed next to me. Looking back, I lock eyes with River. “You good, angel?” I nod my head.
“Need to hear your words, Zora,” Dom tells me, his voice soft and gentle.
“Y-yes. I’m good.”
Dom grabs my hands, pulling me to sit up, and cups my face in his hands, locking eyes with me. “You want to stop at any time, it gets to be too much, or you just change your fucking mind, you tell us. Safe word?”
“I don’t have one,” I admit, dropping my eyes from his.
“Hey, look at me.” He grips my chin in his fingers to force me to look at him again. “You do here. How about blue?”
“Blue?”
“Yeah, baby. Like your eyes.” He smiles softly at me. “That okay?”
I nod, and he raises a brow at me. “Yes.”
“Good. Let’s play then.” He kisses me before I can say anything else, taking me to another planet from his kiss alone. It’s not like how it feels when Cruz kisses me, but it’s damn close.
Dom pushes inside me in one thrust, making my back arch, and I cry out. Wrapping an arm around my waist, he picks me up to move us further across the bed. When he lays me back down, my head falls off the side.
Cruz is standing there with his cock in his hand. I lick my lips and then open my mouth for him. Pushing in, I close my lips around him, sucking on the head. When he pushes in farther, I flatten my tongue to take him more.
Dom keeps fucking me, pushing Cruz’s cock farther into my throat and making me gag. I moan, loving the feel of it as tears fall from my eyes.
They both pull out of me at the same time and I want to cry, but it’s not for long. Grey turns me to my stomach, pulling my hips up, my ass in the air. I look to the side to see the other boys fisting their cocks, the sight making me whimper.
I gasp when I feel something slide down my ass crack, then pressure. “Fuck…” I groan when he pushes a finger inside my tight ring. He moves his finger in and out a few times, and then he adds another finger.
Looking to the side again, I see Cruz and River kissing and rubbing against one another. It’s so fucking hot to watch them give to each other what they want and need.
“Oh, holy fuck, Grey,” I moan out when he pushes his cock into my ass. My breathing picks up as he rocks back and forth, trying to gain full access to my ass.
“Relax, Zo-Zo. Let me in, angel baby,” Grey says, reaching around to rub circles on my clit. The sensations have me not only relaxing but rocking back against him to fill me further. “That’s it. You’re so beautiful, Zora. Look at you taking my cock in your fine ass.” He smacks my cheek, making me yelp before it turns into another moan. He pulls my body back to sit on his thighs, reverse cowgirl style.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I chant. “More. I need more.” I open my eyes to see Dom moving to fill me again, but River pushes him aside, making me laugh in the middle of one of the most sensual moments of my life.
“You already got a turn inside her. It’s my turn, fucker,” River tells him, along with sticking his tongue out at him. Dom rolls his eyes and smirks at me. I blow him a kiss. Which has him moving to snag my lips before River can claim them too.
My back relaxes against Grey, who is only slightly thrusting in and out of me from behind. I like him at my back. He makes me feel safe and secure; I know he has me. His lips find my neck as his hands start to play with my breasts.
River spreads my legs more, his knees between mine and Grey’s legs, and then he’s pushing inside me. Grey, River and I all let out curses and moans as the three of us combine. I feel so full and so fucking good, hitting that dream-like state of euphoria as I give them my body for all our pleasure.
He isn’t inside me long before he curses loudly. “Sorry, angel. You okay?” Then he looks over his shoulder, “A little warning next time would be nice, huh?” Tilting my head to the side, I see Cruz at his back.
Oh, sweet holy fuck, Cruz is inside River while he’s inside me. My mouth falls open, and then I look to Dom, who looks like he just lost his puppy. “Come here, big guy. I still have a spot for you.” He lifts a brow at me to make sure. I nod and he moves to stand over all of us, like the leader he is. It kind of makes sense.
Domonic smiles down at me reverently as I open my mouth, not taking my eyes off him as he fills my mouth. His eyes hood and his mouth falls open.
Then, magic happens.
All four boys move at once. A loud sound that’s somewhere between a moan and a scream and a cry comes out of me. I’m so full. All of my senses heightened as they all fuck me at once.
River grabs onto my breasts so hard, I’m sure I’ll have marks. Greyson wraps a hand around my throat, and that mixed with Domonic driving his cock down it has me gagging and tears spilling from my eyes. Dom reaches down to swipe my tears away, licking them from his fingers. Cruz pinches River’s nipple, making his head roll.
We’re a mixture of sweat and heat and passion as we all gain pleasure, spiraling together. Climbing, climbing, climbing. Only to fall like dominoes, one after another.
It starts with me. That’s enough to push River over and then Cruz. I suck Dom hard, and then he comes in my mouth. I greedily swallow every part of him down.
Grey, still inside my ass, moves more, pistoning in and out faster now that I don’t have three other boys on top of me. His grip on my hips is bruising, but I love it all the same. A hot tongue finds my wet, swollen pussy, and I don’t have to open my eyes to know it’s Cruz.
My hungry Cruz licks me like his favorite meal, cleaning me of the mess that River left behind. Dom drops down to kiss my lips, tasting himself on my mouth as Grey keeps pumping into me. I tip over again, biting into Domonic’s lip.
He pulls away, grinning at me, then he tips my head back to meet Grey’s lips. Grey takes my mouth, the taste of blood and Dom still there. Moaning into my mouth, he bites my lip this time and sucks my blood to add it to the other flavors mingling on our tongues. Then, my Energizer bunny blows. Grey fills my ass with a guttural growl like only he can. A sound that is his and his alone and I love it.
We all sag in a heap of sated, used and tired limbs and bodies. All of us a mess and in need of another shower but none of us sad about it.
“So, that was fun,” I say after a too-long pause of silence.
A beat of quiet passes, and then everyone starts laughing as we all snuggle in tighter together. There’s no breaking us up now. If I questioned it before, I don’t anymore. I love each and every one of these boys. My boys. My swans.