Where You Can Find Me by Fiona Cole
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Jack opened my car door,and we rode the elevator to Grayson’s floor in silence. Not quite the penthouse but one of the top floors. Only the sounds of our shoes on the carpeted floor accompanied us to his door. Before he knocked, he turned to me and placed his hands on my shoulders.
“There is one more thing you should know before we go in. Grayson is…” I angled my head in question at his pause. I didn’t know if he was weighing his words or reluctant to explain. “Grayson leans toward being dominant in sex. He plays around with BDSM.” My eyes widened involuntarily and felt like they might pop out. What the hell was I getting into? “Stop. It’s okay.” He read my mind knowing it leaped to the extremes of me being tied up and whipped. “Like I said, nothing you don’t want to do. You have all the power here. I would never push you to do something you didn’t want to do.”
I took a deep breath and nodded my head.
“Okay? Are you ready? We can just have drinks and leave if you want. Or do you want to turn around and leave now?”
“No. No. You’re right. I want this. I want to experience this with you. I couldn’t imagine anyone I trust more than you. Thank you.” I raised up on my tiptoes and placed a lingering kiss on his lips.
Jack lifted his hand to knock, and while we waited for Grayson to answer the door, my heart rate kicked up. I felt like it might beat out of my chest. Like a thousand horses were running inside my rib cage. I tried to control my breathing by taking deep breaths in through my nose, and slow exhales out of my mouth. I heard the click of the locks, and I was pretty sure my vision blurred as I imagined face-planting inside of Grayson’s apartment as soon as he opened the door. However, once he opened the door, Jack squeezed my hand, bringing me back to reality.
“Hey, guys. Come on in. Jack, I swear we see each other too much. You’re lucky you’re my best friend, and you have a luscious ass girlfriend you bring around with you.” After a manly handshake with Jack, he turned to me and leaned in for a hug. “Lu, you are looking gorgeous as ever.” He pulled back and dragged his finger along the bared skin of my stomach. With a wink, he muttered, “Tease.” Before walking inside. “Welcome to my home, Lu. I hope you find your time here … pleasurable.”
The small foyer opened up to the dining room area straight ahead and a short hallway to the left that led to, what I assumed, the bedroom and bathroom. Next to the dining room area was the living room, and once you turned the corner on the right, you entered the kitchen. It was all open concept and what made the place really outstanding was the wall of glass windows straight ahead that showed the skyline of Cincinnati, the river, and Covington on the other side in Kentucky. It was beautiful, and I couldn’t help but walk closer to get a better view.
Jack came up behind me and placed his hands on my hips before lowering his lips to my ear and asking, “Like what you see?”
“It’s beautiful.”
He ran his hand up my ribs and placed a kiss behind my ear. “You’re beautiful.”
“Okay, lovebirds. What can I get you to drink?”
We both turned and made our way to see Grayson getting glasses from dark cabinets in the modern kitchen. “I’ll take a white wine if you have it.”
Jack and Grayson both had a glass of whiskey. Before I could drink my wine, Grayson lifted his glass and toasted, “To a fun night.” We all clinked glasses, and I took a long swallow of my drink.
Grayson sat his glass down on the counter and leveled a stare at me. He licked his lips and asked, “We good with tonight?” He looked at me, but I felt like the question was directed at Jack. We both agreed. “You don’t need a safe word or anything like that. Just tell me yes or no or slow down, and we do what you say. Just use your words wisely. Understood?”
I could feel my breath increasing faster through my parted lips. This was real. Really fucking real. Holy shit, what was I doing? What was Evie going to say? Who cares. This was fucking happening. Grayson raised his eyebrow at me, waiting for a response. I nodded and said a quiet, “Okay.”
“Good. Finish your wine and get naked.” My eyes widened, and I turned to look at Jack. He just stared at me and raised his eyebrows as though asking me what I was waiting for. In that moment, I recognized I needed to make a decision. I could spend the rest of the night being shocked by every little thing that took place and was said, or I could be brave and confident and be the strong sexual woman I wanted to be tonight. I wanted to enjoy this and not be scared. I wanted to be sexy and desirable. I wanted to be the woman who had sex with two men and owned it and enjoyed it.
With my decision made, I lifted my glass to my lips and downed the rest of my wine in one drink, all while staring at these men who would be mine for tonight. I set it on the counter and backed up until I stood in the open. And I began to strip.
I kicked off my shoes and pulled my shirt over my head. Then I tucked my thumbs at the waistband of my skirt and tugged it down. I had a moment of hesitation because my cream lace panties didn’t match my black lacy bra. I knew it was a trivial thought that I used to distract myself from being naked in front of these two magnificent men. It wasn’t like I would have my underwear on in front of them long. I pushed it all aside and decided to focus on how their looks made me feel sexy and in control. My skin warmed under their eyes, and my heartbeat increased with excitement. Jack always made me feel sexy when he watched me, but having Grayson there too, added to the adrenaline coursing out through my limbs, making them tingle. I knew I would find heat in Jack’s bright blue eyes. I could only hope to find the same in Grayson’s.
I had always been told to face my fears, so I looked Grayson in the eye as I reached behind me to unclasp my bra. I took a deep breath and let my shoulders slouch forward, allowing the bra to fall to the ground. His jaw ticked as he clenched it tight. I could hear his intake of breath and see his nostrils flare. My heart hammered in my chest while I absorbed him checking out my breasts. My eyes skittered to Jack and felt pride that I was his and he wanted me so much. I felt sensual, like a strong and desired woman.
I began to tug my underwear down my legs until Grayson said, “Stop.” My eyes flicked back to his in question. “Let me.” He stepped from around the counter and began walking toward me.
For a moment, my chest tightened, and a dizziness consumed me as I processed the reality that he would actually touch me. Of course, he would touch me. I looked to Jack to ground myself, and I knew he saw the fear in my eyes. But he also knew me and knew that I wanted this and that if I really wanted to stop, then I would. He gave me a small nod of reassurance that settled the dizziness and brought me back to the present.
Grayson stood in front of me and placed his hands on my shoulders, looking in my eyes. His gray-blue eyes seemed to be searching mine for an answer. They weren’t a brilliant blue like Jack’s, but more cold and distant. A chill rippled through me, causing goose bumps to break out across my skin. Without warning, his hand dragged down my chest, and his thumb and forefinger pinched my nipple roughly, pulling a quick exhale from me. His eyes lit on fire then, and the right side of his mouth kicked up on a smile. He continued to move his hands down the sides of my waist and rested on my hips before he lowered to his knees and kissed a line from between my collarbones and breasts, and settled at my belly button. He wrapped his fingers around the edge of my underwear and stuck his tongue into my belly button, imitating what I would rather have done to my clit. He gave a sharp tug, ripping the delicate lace from my body.
I placed my hand on his head to balance myself from the momentum the tug pulled me in. I wanted to tug his hair and make him face me, but the light blond locks were cut too close to his head. I settled for a small slap. “You owe me another pair of panties.”
He looked up with an unapologetic smirk and nodded his head toward Jack. “I’m just doing my buddy a favor. The fewer panties you have to wear, the happier he will be.”
I looked up to Jack, and he responded with an unapologetic shrug.
Grayson’s lips landing on my mound drew me back to the fact that I stood there naked. After only a moment of torturous, open-mouthed kisses just above my pussy, he pulled away and stood up, grabbing my hand. “Let’s take this to the bedroom where I keep all my toys.” He tugged me along past Jack while my eyes widened at the word “toys.” Jack just slapped my ass as we walked by and followed behind.
We walked into a simply decorated master bedroom. The dark wooden dresser top only held two pictures, one of a family and one of two men in uniform in a desert. I could only assume it was his family, and the other was Grayson and Jack. Other than that, there was a TV mounted to the wall, a king-size bed with black sheets and comforter, a matching nightstand, and a lounge chair in the corner.
I turned to look at Jack and tried not to let any hesitation show. I wanted this, and I wanted this with him. I needed to take what I wanted and not let second-guessing hold me back. “You guys seem a little overdressed for this to continue. I’m going to need some incentive to keep playing along in this game.”
Jack looked over at Grayson, and they had some manly conversation without even saying anything. Then they both reached behind them to pull their shirts off. Both men impressed me with their physique. While Jack had a more defined chest and a good number of abs, Grayson had an eight pack. Holy hell, he was lean and ripped.
“Like what you see, beautiful?” Grayson asked with a cocky grin on his face.
“Maybe.” I didn’t want to be too eager. And while his stomach impressed, I still preferred Jack’s muscular chest and six-pack abs. To prove my point, I made my way over to Jack and kissed him hard. I wanted Grayson to know that even though I was here to play, I would always prefer Jack. He wrapped his arms around me and palmed a butt cheek, pulling me close into his dick straining against his pants.
“Your girl is something else, Jack.”
Jack pulled back and brushed my hair back behind my ear. “That she is.”
He leaned down to kiss me, and at the same time, I felt another pair of hands land on my shoulders and smooth down my back. They were quickly replaced with soft full lips kissing up the side of my neck. A bite to the lobe of my ear caused a moan to vibrate in my throat.
“Like that, beautiful?” Grayson’s lips brushed against my ear.
Jack’s lips traveled down my neck, over my breasts, and began sucking on my nipple. His hand, not gripping my ass, moved to my other breast and rolled my nipple around. With every twist of his fingers, my pussy clenched, trying to get friction around my clit. My breaths increased and escaped on whispered whimpers. A hand moved from behind and in between my legs, pushing them apart. I didn’t know who it belonged to, and at that point, I didn’t care. I needed relief. A finger traced the lips of my pussy and pushed up to rub against my clit.
“She’s so fucking wet, Jack.”
Grayson. Grayson currently had his fingers on my vagina. He pushed his fingers farther and began to work two fingers into me. I took a step out with my right foot to give him more room to fuck me. Jack switched breasts, and I clung to his head as Grayson roughly shoved his fingers inside me. I kept my lips sealed to minimize the noises that came from me.
“Answer me this, Luella: do you like it a little rough? Because when I get my third finger in here, I want to push you to your limits, and I want to hear you scream. I have so much I want to do to this soft creamy skin. I want to see my marks on you.”
A loud slap sounded before I felt the sting of his hand on my cheek. I loved it when Jack spanked me. I felt no different when Grayson did it, either. Grayson pushed a third finger into me as I dropped my head back onto his chest, and my lips fell open to inhale more oxygen. I needed more oxygen to stay upright. How was I supposed to survive this?
Jack moved his mouth from my nipple, kissed his way back up to my neck, and dropped his hand to my clit. He rubbed around it before giving it a hard tap. Leaning in to whisper in my ear, he commanded, “Come for me, baby. Come all over Grayson’s fingers.” After a moment longer of these two men touching, of me feeling them everywhere, I came. Whimpered moans escaped my chest as I tried to hold on to the storm swallowing me whole. It seemed to last forever and be done too quickly all at once.
My wobbly legs couldn’t hold me anymore as I fell into Jack’s arms, and he picked me up and laid me on the bed. The bed dipped as he stretched out next to me and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead, whispering, “Beautiful. So beautiful.” An exhausted smile formed on my lips. “Do you want to continue?” My body laid there, both exhausted and ready for more. Knowing this was a once-in-a-lifetime thing, I nodded. “Do you trust me and know you can stop this at any time?” I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion and nodded my head a little slower this time. “Good girl.”
“What Jack is trying to say is that he loves to watch. I’m going to tie you up, and he is going to sit in that chair and play with his dick before he comes over here to fuck you.”
My eyes widened and jerked to Grayson. “Tie me up?”
“Yeah, beautiful. You’ll love it. I promise. If not, all you have to do is say stop. But you won’t want to.” That cocky grin slid into place again, and I turned to Jack for confirmation.
“You really like to watch?”
“I would love to see you receiving pleasure. It would make me hard as a rock and want to beg to fuck you.”
Well, shit. How could I say no to that? “Okay.” The word came out on a breath I wasn’t sure he could hear.
Jack settled into the chair as Grayson tied me to the bed with a soft black rope. My hands and feet were handcuffed to links built into the bed. I guess Grayson was really into this stuff. The rope wrapped around my waist and looped around my thighs, pulling my knees out and back, opening me up completely. Any time I began to feel panicked about being tied down and exposed, I looked to Jack for comfort and dug deep for the bold and sensual feeling that got me here in the first place.
Once Grayson finished, he asked Jack to bring him a cup of ice water. He set it on the nightstand and climbed on top of me. He gave me that searching look again that seemed almost distant and in another place before leaning down to press his lips to mine. The kiss felt a little wrong because his lips were so different from Jack’s, but I fell into the kiss and enjoyed his full lips moving over mine, his tongue pushing into my mouth and tasting me. He moved down my neck and eventually settled at my breasts. His tongue circled my nipple before he latched on with strong pulls that made my back arch off the bed, and a moan start in my throat. He reached in the glass as he bit his way down my abdomen. He started at my ribs and gave little nips and drags of his teeth to below my belly button.
Grayson leaned back, sitting on his heels, and stared down at my exposed core. My legs were held back by the rope and left nothing hidden. He dragged a finger through my folds. “Let’s warm you up, beautiful.”
I didn’t know what that meant until he brought the flat of his fingers down hard, slapping my clit. I didn’t have much time to process the feeling until it happened again and again. As soon as the sting processed in my shocked mind, a warm pleasure settled low in my abdomen and radiated out through my limbs, spreading to my nipples. I turned to look at Jack and saw him stroking his dick through his pants. His heavy-lidded eyes completely focused on where Grayson spanked my cunt.
Seeing his hand wrapped around himself made me hotter. I felt like I could combust from the amount of heat coming off of me. Sweat formed in my hair as I gasped for breath.
“Oh, shit!” My back arched off the bed as a cold settled over my clit, sending a whole new sensation over my body. “Oh, shit.” Grayson rubbed the coldness all over my exposed folds and up my thighs. When he reached my knee, I saw a melted ice cube.
“I didn’t want you to get too hot. I need to cool you down before we really get started.”
Jesus. We hadn’t really gotten started yet? I wasn’t sure if I would survive the night. But I was dying to try. I looked to Jack again while Grayson got another ice cube. He held it between his teeth this time and looked to Jack, also. Jack had his cock out of his unfastened pants and leisurely stroked up and down.
“Eat her out. Make her come on your tongue.” My core clenched at his words. He looked right at me to make sure I was still okay with everything. “Then fuck her.”
“Jack.” I don’t know what I wanted from him. I just needed to reassure myself with his name. He resituated himself, pulling his pants down further to make more room for his up and down movements. I turned to look at Grayson. He gave me a quick wink and dropped between my thighs.
My body jerked when he pushed the melting ice cube into my pussy and shoved it deeper with his tongue. He moved up to my clit and circled it, torturing me.
“Don’t take too long. I want to fuck her when you’re done.”
Oh, god. Yes, please.
Grayson did as Jack requested and licked me all over, using his fingers and tongue to bring me close to climax and coax me back down before I actually came.
“You taste so good. I could eat you all day.” He sucked one of my lips into his mouth and moved back up to my clit. “He says I’m the dominant one but look at him over there stroking that impressive cock, giving all the orders.”
“Please…” I gasped when he hummed on my clit. “Please, let me come.”
After flicking his tongue across my nub a few more times, he agreed. “Fine. But only because you said please. I love it when they beg. Makes me even harder.”
He latched onto me and pushed two fingers deep, curling them up and dragging them back out. I lasted less than thirty seconds before a silent scream ripped from me. My back arched off the bed, and I spasmed as he removed his fingers, making me panic that he was stopping. But he grabbed a condom and put it on before shoving inside of me with one thrust, prolonging my orgasm.
All three of us moaned. My eyes closed. There was too much to take in. I needed to take away one of my senses so I could focus on the way my body stretched to accommodate him. I didn’t see him before he began fucking me, but he must have been thicker than Jack because he stretched me to the max.
He placed his hands on my stretched thighs and fucked me like a freight train. A loud groan came from deep in his throat as he came with his head thrown back in release. When he came down from his orgasm, Jack stood by the bed and untied the ropes.
He took off his pants while I rubbed feeling back in my hands and legs. The bed dipped behind me when he climbed on and placed his legs on each side of my hips. “Climb on and ride me reverse cowgirl.”
I didn’t know how well my limbs would work after being tied for so long, but I did as I was told. He easily slid inside my wet opening and held my hips as he pushed in and out.
“Grayson. Lick her pussy while I fuck her. Suck on her clit.”
I didn’t know how Grayson would feel about having his mouth so close to Jack’s dick but couldn’t bring myself to care as he pushed me to lean back and settled between our thighs. The sensation of having a tongue on my clit while Jack fucked me set my body on fire. I didn’t know how long I could take it. My body raced to the finish.
All of a sudden, Jack grunted and lost his rhythm. “Fuck. Grayson. Unggh.”
“What? Jack.” I could barely get the words out as Jack’s pace increased, and he fucked me harder. I tried to focus through my confusion, and Grayson’s fingers playing on my nubbin. Grayson ended up answering for Jack.
“He’d never admit it, but he loves when I roll his balls in my hand while he fucks you. Or when I drop my mouth a little lower than your sweet clit and lick his dick as it moves in and out of you. Isn’t that right, Jack?”
Jack’s chest rumbled and growled in response. “Shut the fuck up, Grayson.”
Shit. Shit. I couldn’t help but be turned on by the image of Grayson’s lips on both of us. His hand on Jack’s balls as they moved against my ass. Oh, god. I didn’t know what to think about it, and I couldn’t right now. I just felt. I just closed my eyes and felt it all.
“She loves it. Look at how wet she’s getting. It doesn’t mean anything, just enjoy it.”
Jack pushed in harder and shorter bursts, and Grayson licked me faster with forceful flicks. When he pinched my clit between his fingers, I exploded and took Jack with me. We both moaned out our release and it felt like it picked me up, and tossed me around forever. My scalp tingled as a heat spread throughout my whole body.
When I came back down and could feel my chest moving again, I tried to control my breathing. Jack pulled out, leaving me empty, and rolled me to the side. I could do nothing but lie there and try to remain awake. It didn’t last long. A washcloth wiped between my legs, soothing the delicious ache. I heard a door close then felt arms wrap around me.
“Let’s sleep a little bit and then go from there. I love you, my sweet, Luella. You are so beautiful, and I don’t know what I did to deserve you, but I plan to love you forever.”
Jack placed a gentle kiss behind my ear, and I fell asleep with the word “forever” ringing in my ear.