Forbidden Hunger by R.L. Kenderson
Twenty-Three
Ram shiftedin his seat for what felt like the millionth time. He’d left Siya alone last night and not moved her even though he wanted her in his bed. When he’d gone to bed before dawn, she had still been sleeping, but when he’d woken, she was gone.
He’d been about to sound the alarm when he saw a note from Saxon, saying she was with him. He’d taken her and Demi out running in the woods.
He really didn’t like being away from her that much, but it was probably good for him since she seemed to be able to sense every little emotion that he had, which he did not understand. He hadn’t given her that much blood. Plus, she was human, and he was purposely trying to block her.
It was all kinds of fucked up.
And since he was trapped in the house, he was feeling grumpy and bored. It didn’t help that Siya had come back from her adventure twenty minutes ago and was actively ignoring him.
Or more like trying to ignore him. He saw her tense up a few times when his mood darkened.
He tried to distract himself with his phone, but it wasn’t working because they weren’t going to resolve anything if she wasn’t talking to him.
Ram closed his app, shut off his screen, and concentrated on Siya.
He pictured her last night, standing against the house. When he had caught her staring at him, it had made him hot even though there was nothing sexual going on with him and Bianca. When he’d sent his friend away, he’d only been thinking two things—she wasn’t safe out there alone, and he wanted to be inside her.
When she’d let him take her like he did against the side of the house, he hadn’t expected it. She’d been so open, and now, she was closed off.
If he had it his way, he’d drag her into the bedroom and strip off all her clothes. He wanted to taste her pussy again, this time just because he wanted to and not because he was healing her. Then, after he made her come, he wanted to pull her onto his cock until he drowned in her wetness.
“Siya, are you okay?” Demi asked.
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No, she was not okay.
Ram was across the room, thinking about sex, and it was making her hot. She throbbed between her legs as she pictured the same things Ram did. When he was thinking of something obviously sexual, it made her own imagination kick into gear, and it was like she could see what Ram saw.
He wanted to go down on her and fuck her, and now, he was—
A gasp escaped past her lips.
Ram pictured her cleaning his dick off with her mouth…after they had sex. She didn’t think she was a prude, but she’d never done that before.
And it wasn’t a turn-off. It only aroused her more.
“Siya.”
She jumped and looked at her friend.
Her friend’s eyes were huge. “Are you okay?”
Siya flew off the couch. “I’ll be back.”
“Um, okay.”
She marched over to Ram, who stared at her breasts and licked his lips.
He wanted to suck on her nipples and bite them enough to draw blood.
She nearly tripped on her own feet, just imagining it.
When she reached him, she grabbed his hand. “I need to speak to you. Now.”
He let Siya lead him to his room, even as she realized that she had no idea what she was going to do with him.
Last night, she’d been pretty confident she was going to stay away from Ram—at least sexually—but in the light of day, after letting her emotions cool, she was starting to feel differently.
She liked him, and she might leave this house feeling sad about leaving him, but she wouldn’t feel regret for being with him while they were together. While she’d gone outside today with Saxon and Demi and watched the two of them together, Siya had realized that she and Ram came from very different worlds. She’d already known that, of course, but she’d come to the conclusion that even if Ram didn’t have another woman in his life and he loved her, it would still be hard for them to be together.
But he was here now, and she was here now. And the way he was thinking about her—and only her—was the biggest turn-on of all. He wasn’t thinking about Bianca or even some faceless woman. He was thinking about being with her.
She pulled him inside and pushed the door closed.
“Are you okay?” he asked her.
Rather than answering, she launched herself at him, confident he would catch her.
The second she hit his chest, he scooped her up and carried her over to the bed.
“Are you sure you want this?” he asked.
She nodded and tried to free her mind, so he could feel how much she wanted it. She had no idea what she was doing, but she must have been on the right track because Ram growled and stripped off their clothes in less than a minute.
Pushing Ram onto his back, Siya climbed onto his lap and spun around and moved up so that her butt hovered over his face. Slowly, she took him in her mouth, savoring the taste of him. Ram groaned, grabbed her hips, and pulled her down to his mouth.
She hissed as he put his mouth on her, and she had to be careful not to bite down on his dick. With the way he worked her pussy, they weren’t going to be able to sixty-nine for long.
Either Ram thought the same thing or he was feeling her thoughts because as he sat up, he picked her up by the waist, flipped her around, and lowered her onto his length.
“Fuck,” he said. At least, she thought he had. It might have been in his head because the pleasure she was feeling was twofold.
Siya cried out as he stretched her wide, but she could also feel how good she felt to him, which only amped up her arousal more.
She wrapped one arm around the back of his neck and rocked her hips over his. Ram clutched her hips and helped her ride him as he kissed and sucked on her neck.
The pleasure was intense. She had never—and likely would never again—felt her lover’s emotions while making love to him. It got to the point where she felt like they were one being.
Ram’s hand slipped down between her legs and over her clit. The sensation had her whimpering and picking up speed to ride him harder. It wasn’t going to be long before either of them exploded.
Just when she thought she wouldn’t be able to handle another second, their orgasms hit at the same time. Their combined climaxes mixed around in her head, so she couldn’t stop coming, and she didn’t want it to end.
Ram pushed the heel of his hand back against her pelvis and against his cock. This only prolonged their experience. So much so that she might have passed out because the next thing she was aware of was the two of them lying down side by side.
Ram was breathing as hard as she was, so it couldn’t have been too long since she’d lost touch with reality.
Shifting to his side, he rolled up and kissed her sweetly on the lips. “You are amazing,” he whispered.
“So are you.”
Without a doubt, no one was ever going to fill Ram’s shoes in the bedroom. This was going down as the best sex she’d ever had in her entire life.